I do not think you can really write something wrong on your introduction!
Thanks for sharing, nice to meet you and welcome (back) to the Nexus.
I think we all look back on some things we did when we were younger with a sense of embarrassment. Maturing is a wonderful thing! Hopefully you will find answers you are looking for and perhaps even some you aren't.
Welcome once again!
“How long will this last, this delicious feeling of being alive, of having penetrated the veil which hides beauty and the wonders of celestial vistas? It doesn't matter, as there can be nothing but gratitude for even a glimpse of what exists for those who can become open to it.”
― Alexander Shulgin, Pihkal: A Chemical Love Story