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Bloby
#1 Posted : 1/18/2016 1:25:13 AM
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Hello everyone.

I little about me, the relevant bits anyway. I'm 23, living in the UK. Moved to Bristol about 4 years ago, for those of you not from the UK Bristol is the best city we have that I know of.

The seed of curiosity for mind altering substances was planted when van came to my school an taught us not to be. I sparked an independent interest when my cousin told me he had smoked some weed, I thought if he had smoked it and seemed relatively sane then maybe what I had been taught was wrong. After doing a lot of reading online I realised that you don't end up in a straight jacket from smoking, and realising that drugs are mainly illegal for political reasons I knew I'd have to teach myself about them to get the facts.

I started getting high at about 16, first tried mdma at 18 and I remember being amazed at how a little pile of rocks completely changed the way I saw the world, I wondered if other drugs could be as mind blowing. After this I tried ketamine and realised that they can be weird as well. The first time I tried a true psychedelic I was a bit over cautious, 1.5g of shrooms was nice but a little underwhelming considering all the trip reports I had read. The next time we had 10g of dried cubensis between 3 of us, it was one of the most bizarre and amazing nights of my life. Since it was my first trip I was laughing solidly throughout but about half way through I went to get something from another room and remember suddenly being faced with a choice.

It was like my vision was split 50/50 left to right and there were two paths to choose from, the left path which was sunny and fun looking, or the right path which was dark and ominous. I understood that if I took the right path I would be diving into my mind and into a less fun but potentially more enlightening trip, or if I took the left path I could carry on the trip as it was, laughing an just enjoying the psychedelia. I was tempted to take the opportunity I had been given, and go right but I was having too good a time with my friends and I knew there would be other chances, so I chose the left path. I was very grateful of the fact that I was given a choice, I was well aware that I could been taken down any path regardless of what I wanted.

Skip forward a few years and here I am. I've been up and down, learned a lot about myself but I've still got a lot more to do, my favourite drug now is LSD after one beautiful experience. Its strange, since my trips with LSD turned more introspective I don't usually have a desire to trip but I know when its time. Usually its about 3 months but I think my last trip was in august, I believe that introspective trips should be fed with reality, and time to really contemplate what happened in the one before.
I'm joining here because I only got to try DMT recently and am just now realising how amazing it is.

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#2 Posted : 1/18/2016 3:09:43 PM

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Welcome to the nexus friend.

Thanks for sharing a little about yourself. Your right in that integrating what you get from the experience or the lessons learned is very important and can be life changing.

Enjoy the nexus and good to have you in the communityThumbs up

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