Hi,
I used ayahuasca first time on 24/12 and then second time on 31/12.
At the moment, my forehead always has some kind of pressure, it is not hurt but feeling it goes deep into my brain.
And when I close my eye or pay attention in reading, I also go "deep" into my brain, some feeling like when I took ayahuasca.
I am recalled into trip twice last night but I escaped from it. I feel like I could die!
Until now it is already 1 week. How can I deal with this. Is it dangerous.

Thank you

I think these things are not strict to aya alone, I've felt a clear period of change in the head too, like physical feelings. Also wondered if it's okay but trusting that it is a good transformation and remaining in confidence over doubt.

Or I stopped having these feelings, or they became the new bias overall accepted, this is not clear. Whatever it was/is I'm pretty fine and glad with the result.

As long as you don't have a real pathology in the making then I recon it is the transformation stuff I referred to and you should not worry and go with the flow, let yourself be re-programmed and witness it by having those feelings.

I can't diagnose what you have at hand, just offering a personal similar symptoms story when engaging the powerful entheogens on a deeper level.

Be well

Sounds normal imo. These experiences can illicit changes and feeling/s. The door's swung open now. Welcome any newly discovered feelings and sensations, give them room to breathe. Observe and pay attention. And don't swim upstream.

I don't think it's something particularly pathological, but as Jees said - im no doctor. Judging by what you typed everything sounds to be on course my friend.

May we ask why you drank it on these two percular dates, given the emotional white noise that haunts these holidays? (*There was also a full moon -- another kind of haoma)

Thanks for your answers!
What makes me worried is I feel dizzy when using computer. And some kind of pressure into my brain (pineal gland?) Like some inner pressure put me back. My brain feels like heavy

@Tattvamasi: I received Ayahuasca before that day. I do not know about what day I should take. Could you please give me more info. what is "haoma" and what I did is bad?
I feel like it is serious problem but I cannot fully understand

in order to tackle it we need more info:

your body weight..?
your aproximate age..?
how did you brew the ayahuasca..?
how much chacruna, how much caapi, how much water, how many boils..?
what was the setting..?
did you get out of town..?
what did you eat..?
did you eat salt..?
did you drink fermented beverages.?
do you take any medications..?
was any other drug involved, like HBWR...etc?
did you take caffeine (coffee,tea,cola,mate,guayuasa,redbull...etc)
do you have any other known medical condition..?
what was the trip like...?
why did you try it at all..?
was there a sitter with you?

if you are concerned for your health go and see a doctor and tell them what you took.

Hi,
My body weight: 58-60 Kg
Age: 26. Male
It came REMOVED from a shaman in Peru. 500ml. I use 1 dose in 24/12 ( about 30ml) and 1 dose in 31/12 ( 30 ml)

I am in my room.
I just eat rice and vegetable around 2 days before and after using ayahusaca
I do not use any medication or other things.
I do not have problem with medication.

I just have headache like office disease (because of working too long with computer, so some muscle in the scauff of the neck --> blood flow is not good. I guess DMT stucks there.
When I sleep, I automatically goes into mediation situation ( no more thinking and go deep into brain, no thinking)...and I had 2 small trips last night ( I did not use ayahusca for 1 week but it automatically went to the trip), but I realize and I wake up. But it is very scary Like I was going to die. I feel blood flow in the brain.

The trip was good I think: I saw God, ghost, buddha... I see we are nothing, just void. but in the void there is everything. We are ONE. We are nothing but we are also everything.
I automatically feel that I love everyone, I feel that I have less greed. I am not greedy. We are all brothers and sisters.
I feel we are connected by Mind (something like we do not have to talk but still understand), but because we are greedy so we forgot that.

I tried because I was curious about this life, who are we? I would like to see breakthrough and change myself.
There is nobody with me

30ml that sounds legit, but God knows whats in there, it could be unknown "shamanic" stuff in there...nowhere does this site state that there is only caapi/chacruna in there.

We have heard of people using caapi resin, but you are the first person we learned of, who ordered ready to drink brew - that alone deserves some 'light' punishment. The stuff ferments during shipping unless they added some toxic preservatives.

Better remove that link, as mentioning the source ain't allowed here. Even if it was helpful in understanding what you did wrong.

Anyway, your trip sounds pretty nice , so maybe its not that bad, but PLEASE
Learn to brew your own ayahuasca then you know that there is no mapacho or brugmansia or other stuff in there......

Pretty scary that you ordered pre-made online - there could be anything in that! Might not even have Ayahuasca at all, or might have other dangerous plants added.... Best if you at least know the person making yours or if you make your own.

What you describe sounds normal and its probably nothing to worry about. Hard to say for sure since you ordered pre-made online and there could be anything in it though....

A few things that may help: long walks outside, enough sleep, eat healthy grounding foods (grounding foods are heavier foods with oils/fat or salt), or take a long bath in epsom salts. I would also recommend mapacho but most people dont have it (jungle tobacco from the Amazon).

Thank you so much for your replies.
I feel better now
I did want to have original ayahuasca so I ordered from Peru. I think the man is good

Have a nice day!

Hi I realized that I have above problem just only when I work with laptop, otherwise I feel ok.
So maybe my brain is sensitive with some wave from laptop now?
Does anyone have experience about this.

Who knows - maybe you drank dangerous toxic plants that messed up your brain. Hard to say since you can never know the ingredients of your brew.

Laptops give me no issue and I drink Ayahuasca regularly.