WARNING: if this comes across as egoistical or insane, that is not the intention it is only supposed to be a fictional story of the sequence of events leading up until this point in this timeline in this corner of this dimension...sigh there I go again. lets just get to the story shall we?

Introduction and trip number one

Hello everyone,
my penguin has been long time reader and creeper of this wondrous site and thought it was about time that he introduced himself. When my penguin was still young he was an avid bud smoker and had been for many years, when one day a friend said that they had some mushrooms, little did that perky penguin know that was the day his life changed forever. So he ate the mushrooms (3.5 g) without any research or expectation besides it would be a stronger weed high.... you can see where this is going

So before long all reality gave way to a confusing and colorful world of wonder... and terror. It all started out great, laughing his little flippers off and enjoying this beautiful and exciting new world and then the darkness began to encroach. Little by little this darkness took over every atom in his little penguin body, all the while he was experiencing fear beyond anything he had ever known, until eventually every atom but a single speck in his heart had been converted to darkness. This single speck was the spark of the divine, the spark within each of us that is a our connection with the source energy. When the darkness attempted to take this atom, it backfired and created what could best be described as an internal big bang of the soul. Not only did the darkness fail in the corrupting of my penguins soul, it caused his soul to become 99.999% LIGHT (there is also a atom of darkness within each of us). This sent him on a journey of mass proportions, a journey that would take him 6 years to fully understand.

At first it was a feeling of peace beyond anything that he had experienced up until this point, true solace and tranquility. Then what could only be described as a bolt of divine energy shot into his crown chakra and awoke the kundalini spirit. For those who have had such an experience, this was not necessarily pleasant or painful. The best description is a fire that is burning away everything that is not in the highest alignment with ones spirit in the holy inferno. Chakra by chakra, all of the energetic blockages from multiple lifetimes were relived over and over until finally being released after the lesson had been learned. When the kundalini reached the third eye is when things got, to put it moderately beyond all concepts of understanding and expression in the limiting language we currently have at our disposal. Yet, one has to try
Upon reaching the third eye, what felt like ice dripped down from the chakra and this cold feeling spread into every atom of my penguins fuzzy little body, until he found himself in another dimension. Here not only had time ceased to exist, but all reality had disappeared. He found himself in the cosmic mush (for lack of a better term) where he would have to recreate the reality that he wanted to return to, and that he did. Not only did he recreate the reality he would return to, but he would have to create a new timeline, create all the lives he would ever live for the rest of his souls experience on this plane of existence. So he chose this one, knowing on some level every single detail that will ever happen during this souls multiple incarnations. And to this day that path has led that fuzzy penguin here, to right this, and as he writes this he remembers that he already wrote this, and probably has a million and one times and will a million and more times before the lessons of this incarnation have been learned. Yet, based on this timeline this is the last stop, all the eggs are in one basket this time around, if he does not transcend this dimension this time around he may never elapse this cyclic incarnation cycle.

My fuzzy friend apologizes, he is regressing. So after what in retrospect was the activation of the third eye, he found himself back in this reality and found himself focusing on that divine spark once again. What happened next was beautifully described by a fellow nexian "within your heart is a lotus, and within this lotus is a diamond, and within that diamond is a tether to all of creation." Well my penguin found himself in that diamond and followed that tether, all the way. It led through vortex after vortex, through space and time, back to the beginning of creation. My penguin found himself merged with god once again, the interesting part was before he got there he saw people from all spiritual disciplines moving into the light as well, yet they could not reach it for one reason: they wanted too. It was these spiritual peoples DESIRE to find god that prevented them and will continue to prevent them from merging with the source of all creation. Once the penguin found himself merged with god it was an experience of true undefinable bliss, every atom of what composed the soul of the penguin was released back into the cosmos and felt what another nexian described as "beautiful, warm, cosy, goopy, beautiful bliss" this lasted for many lifetimes before the penguin reached a peak saturation of light and bliss. Once this saturation level was reached, that darkness from before had nowhere else to hid in the body it had to go...purge time.

What came out of my little penguins belly scares to to this day, pure and utter darkness, black beyond any shade of black that inhabits this material world. My fuzzy friend had defeated the darkness.... for now.