Who's this guy?
Hello spice pilgrims (yeah I made that up
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Good day to... euhm night to you and greetings from Holland.
I'm a caretaker and a caregiver, and besides my young age (23) I've been questionable about live ever since I was born, and makes me quite the spiritual type from day one.
That set me apart from youth culture up till some point in my life. Luckily I managed to find proper people, and keep up with both my own interests and the mainstream world. So I'm fairly happy, but I do sometimes feel like a Alien from another planet because of my expansion into unknown territories. Both my Father who has his spiritual side and his closest friend both think I'm a starchild in my own right.
So it's no surprise that meditation and alot of thinking came early in my live, I think to early. While expanding my interest to the physical universe which is a hobby of mine I was early in my life (late teens) where I found out about psychedelic substances.
And since 4 years ago I've been occasionally experimenting with Shrooms, LSD, 2-CB, 2-CI, MDA. Both shrooms and LSD on very high doses. The kind of doses where your EGO death for hours. The kind of doses where obvious light sources cause space expanding kaleidoscopes, and where entities (or just voices from my imagination) start talking to you.
Most Ive done LSD was 800-900mics.
Shrooms: about 9 grams.
The Synthetic drugs are from the earliest year of use. I loved the effects, especially that of 2-CB, However, I quikly found them to have unhealthy side effects. And besides smoking marihuana I'm quite the health *freak*
So besides a regular workmans type loan that I get I try to invest my money in Nutritional foods, trying to stay young, think clear, live physically for as long as I can. As for a good piece of personal recommendation about a health style program: Detox your Pineal Gland.
Tip:
GoogleAs the Dutch saying goes
"And then we will see where the ship strands"Which means in this context,
"And then we will see where my actions lead me towards"Why I got here to DMT nexus?
Answer:
Up one paragraph and be so fair to acknowledge you skipped reading it.Ok, there is actually more to say for it.
While I said I feel fine, live fine, have few but very good contacs and obviously be a healthy person. My real mental well being has always been under attack. The seperation of me versus regular masses.
I'll do DMT just for everything I guess, to expand my spiritual interest, to see the different frequencies of the universe, and have the most thrilling experience of all time.
But I Hope and have expectations that a dmt Level 4-5 trip could lead me to Entities that can help my problems in day to day live. This could be through implementing me with a reality, concept or idea that explains, analyses and give direction to my life so that I can live it in a way that's so much better for me.
One could argue a DMT trip can't and won't help but I've read reports over the years that have contributed a majority of people in consciousness that led to many peoples improvements.
So this is what I'm aiming at. Which is a "N,N-DMT" Breakthrough.
I already tried it but failed with 2-4 available doses (200mg or thereabout)
And I have some very user specific questions about the smoking technique best ment for my criteria, because my smoking technique kinda fails so far.
I've done my research on the Nexus search engine so these are not standard questions. I already read about all the methods. If I can find a appropriate smoking technique in 1-2 weeks I give it another shot.
Thanks for reading, Happy tryppyng!