Hello Everyone,

I am 26 years old and I stumbled upon this forum like 2 years ago but never registered. That was when I first learned about DMT. I have never done any drugs in my life, but I was immensely interested in trying DMT, but never made the move. I was definitely not ready.

Anyways, how I came upon this forum 2 years ago was because I was just starting to learn more about consciousness, exploring my own consciousness, meditating, educating myself from all different perspectives on the nature of reality/consciousness. DMT has been on my mind the entire time for the past 2 years.

I have been on a spiritual journey for the past year. A year ago, I quit my corporate office job realizing that I am not going to just accept that "you just have to do work and make money". I knew there was more to life than that. Over the past year, I have been chasing to build my dream making a living following my passion. It has been very difficult but I do not regret it at all as I have learned SO much about myself and life along the way and I know there are still so many more lessons to come. I have 100% faith that I will succeed in my endeavor. Success being defined as living a genuinely happy/passionate life, and not being rich (if that happens, that'll be a great bonus ). The first half of the past year has been defined by my ego. I was being driven by my ego to prove people wrong and such.

Recently I have realized that this journey in following my passion and chasing my dreams has been one crazy metaphor for my own spiritual life. I am realizing it is a grand teaching opportunity and after finally letting go of my fears and embracing it, I have been doing so much better and finding even greater passions and purposes for my life.

After repeated cycles of "OK NOW I GET IT... I KNOW IT ALL NOW" and "OMG I FAILED.. I HAD NO IDEA"... "OK NOW I LEARNED MY LESSON AND NOWWWW I GET ITT. I KNOW IT ALL FOR SURE NOW".... I am realizing now that the learning will never stop. I am eager to take my learning even deeper. Recently I have been implementing techniques to achieving lucid dreams. Making some progress but didn't have one yet . I would imagine I can learn a lot through lucid dreaming.

I can of course learn a lot as well from DMT. I kind of feel like it is calling me back. Like, I am ready now. I am eager to do what I have been practicing in my life recently, and that is to just surrender and let go and humbly learn. That is what DMT is all about from everything I have read and learned about it so far. I am willing to take it, enter hyperspace, surrender, and be a humble soul eager to take what I need to be shown.

I just love the attitude and vibe on this forum. I love that there is a promotion you need to be a full member (not trying to suck up to the voters or anything lol). I like it because it really keeps the overall vibe of the place the way it needs to be. A forum like this can't afford to be ruined by the likes of a few bad apples. This topic behind this forum is very profound and I am grateful that there is a community who sees it that way and backs it up. I would be honored to be part of the community and learn from everyone, as well as provide my own insights to help whoever will benefit from them.

Welcome to the community and thanks for the intro Merrick

You're absolutely right about the nexus being full of great soul's and tons of great information.

Well it sounds like you are on a wonderful path and wish you well on your journey of life. I feel that a person must always be learning as well, at least this is how I feel for myself.

Meditation is a great tool especially if you plan on trying dmt. Meditating before the trip really helps to calm the nerves and quiet the mind. I've had plenty of trips and it still gives me pre flight jitters. Though not as bad, they are still present. Meditation definitely helped in that aspect. Just keep in mind dmt is no joke and not a recreational type drug. It very well could be overwhelming for someone who has never done any type of entheogen, but only you know when you're ready though. Just please extract your own and start with small doses and work up from there. I say it many times, it's not a race to a breakthrough, it'll come when the time is right. I'm sure you get that from reading over the site.

Well sounds like you will be a great addition to this community and look forward to anything else you have to contribute, join in the conversations and I'll be seeing you around

Peace

Hello and Welcome!

The nexus in a good place.

Peace,
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Welcome!

Sounds great my friend, welcome! That's a good attitude

Implementing techniques to help with lucid dreaming is definitely a good shout (especially reality checks), luckily there are also some herbs that work too. I achieved full lucidity for the first time in my life using an African root called "Silene Capensis". This stuff is like a teacher plant except in your dreams, seriously profound. Synaptelopis Kirkii is another great herb too and actually promotes new growth of neurons in the brain. I have extensive experience with these and will share when I can post in a more significant section of the forum. If you have any questions around these at the moment though, feel free to ask.