I apologize for the longevity of this post right now. Also this post is strictly for my own being, but I encourage others, who wish to understand others experiences or simply enjoy a good read, to provide your constructive feedback as well as many humorous comments!
I must document these experiences for my own sanity, for the future.
PRE-CONDITIONS(mind)Set: Clear, focused
(physical condition) Set: Healthy, athletically fit, feeling good
Setting (location): My bedroom!
time of day: 11:00 P.M. - 2:00 A.M.
recent drug use: Marijuana
last meal: 7:00 P.M. Soup Burgers
PARTICIPANTGender: Male
body weight: 136lbs
known sensitivities: None that are worth mentioning!
history of use: I have no other experience with psychedelics besides DXM (which I never really took an interest in besides simply trying it because it was so easy to obtain.) and Marijuana if you consider that a low level psychedelic like myself. Experienced in preparing/administration but a novice to hyperspace itself!
BIOASSAYSubstance(s): Changa mix; DMT, Marijuana, Sage, Parsley, Tarragon.
Dose(s): (Changa mix; DMT, Marijuana, Sage, Parsley, Tarragon) (.20g-.30g of this mix spread over multiple attempts)
Method of administration: Changa smoked in a pipe!
EFFECTSAdministration time: T=3:00hrs (Same Changa mix, multiple doses.)
Duration: Each time the onset and offset seemed to last much longer with the added Marijuana, about 20mins-30mins each.
First effects: Loss of motor skills, and visual/auditory hallucinations. (T=0:00-1:35)
Peak: T=2:00-2:35
Come down: T=2:35-3:00
Baseline: T=3:00 (around 2:00 A.M.)
Intensity (overall): 4
Evaluation / notes: Was pretty intense at increasing levels until breakthrough.
OPTIONALPleasantness: 4; I would put a higher number! I haven't felt so uncontrollably happy in quite some time.
Implesantness: 1; I experienced some unpleasantries but only during the trip and they were over within seconds.
Visual Intensity: 4
AFTER-EFFECTSHangover: 0
Afterglow: 4; The Marijuana added a much longer onset and offset as well as a nice stoned feeling.
REPORTI began with the routine extraction.
Cyb's TEK, MHRB, and a few Re-X's produced me some lovely orange and yellow crystals. Which I, of course, will post below. I made myself a small mix of various herbs and kitchen herbs - I have not invested in a more proper Changa mix and the numbers may not be exactly correct - for making enhanced leaf. I believe it was: %40 Marijuana, %20 Tarragon leaf, %20 Sage, and %20 Parsley flakes. (I once smoked DMT freebase mixed into dabs using a dab pen and a rather cool glass piece and found it really took the "edge" off, so to speak, of entering hyperspace.) This mixture was about .5g's which I then mixed with about .25g-.35g of those lovely shards in a shot glass, in a heated water bath. The entire process took about a week. I often had to wait or stay up late and avoid my
roommates.
Once everything was completed I cleaned, turned everything off, put a bag over the smoke detector, opened a window, and lit a candle. I then simply sat and starred into the flame. I prepared myself mentally. The flame danced with the circulation of air in the room. Just like the physical world, It was there, in front of my eyes, alive, burning, and when I get back, it will still be there, burning.
I took my first hit. The familiar loss of motor control. Great I know it's working. I try to hold it in before exhaling to take a second hit. I took my second hit. Open eyed visuals begin to intensify and I get a ringing in my ears, or head? I'm losing all function of motor control. I feel myself slipping and I place the pipe down and lay back. I remember what felt like a euphoric adrenaline rush. I had to focus on my breathing as I was reminded just how intense and quick everything happened. At first I was distracted by the open eyed visuals and was moving my hands and looking around to touch different things. I tried to close my eyes and analyze what I could see. Nothing... I waited... Then something came down from above me, reaching out with both arms. He wore a long robe, a hat, and a pointy nosed mask which covered the upper half of his face. I swear he was motioning to me. As if to say "Come, come! The party is this way!" I guess I was a little in shock because I did not oblige. He dissipated back into the portal which he came from and the sounds of laughter and drinks clinking together faded. I got the feeling I had wasted his time.
I told myself I would try again. Now that I have that familiar ground again lets go a little farther. Maybe, I can try to get into that party again? I loaded another small bowl. Again, I was only able to take two hits. I was honestly scared. I had stopped myself again, just before breakthrough. Now I have smoked DMT 3 times before and every time I have done this. Going just before the point of no return and stepping on the brakes. I knew that if I wanted to breakthrough I would have to let go. I knew I would have to try again because I had already started coming down. I laid back to try and enjoy the warm tingly sensation and try to examine close eyed visuals. It was just black at first. Then I felt as if someone was walking towards me. You ever had that feeling that someone is
watching you? It got closer and closer until I felt a warm sensation over my left shoulder and neck. Like someone was so close as to look over my shoulder and breath down my spine. It was a woman. A naked woman, with long cyan colored hair which flowed down to her breast. Sweet Jesus her breast! I obtained a glimpse before she commanded the gaze of my teenage brain to her face once more. I formed an odd look on my face which clearly said "I'm not allowed to look?" and then her face morphed into a black snarling creature which lashed out at me. She proceeded to walk away and I whined for her to comeback but she payed me no mind. "
She" was an observer. I got the sense I needed to quit dilly dallying in this transitional state between the real and metaphysical. Looking now at my pipe, it was calling me.
I loaded a fresh bowl one more time. "Surrender, and take the third hit this time." I told myself. I took one hit. For that's all I needed. Somehow, I'm guessing from uneven distribution of my enhanced leaf or possibly the addition of one more hit on top of the already induced effects, I blasted off with a ringing in my ears.
In an instant I was somewhere, but not really anywhere. I saw stars and the universe around me. Then in front of me things began to form. No, not things, beings. People? No, not people. There were 3-4 of them. I couldn't really see their faces. However, I wasn't scared, I felt like they wanted me there. They were blowing something at me - as one would blow a kiss - that looked like a sparkly dust. I felt an extremely warm sensation flood my body all over. As this was happening another figure appeared. A she, was hooded. But, she uncloaked herself and got much closer to me than the others and joined in the activities for the night. She was the only one who's face I could see. I did not really pay attention to her at first as I was busy rolling around laughing. I couldn't stop laughing and giggling! They seemed to be enjoying what pleasure they were giving me. It was as if I was being tickled involuntarily. I even remember putting my hands up in the physical world and saying out loud, while laughing, "Okay, okay guys knock it off!
" They smiled at me and stopped and the feeling faded. Un-distracted now I focused on her, and she just kept smiling at me! She had a deep red skin tone with yellow serpent like eyes with long narrow pupils. But what shocked me the most was she had black swirl patterns all over her body. One big continuous mark covering her entire body. It can be most compared to a large tribal tattoo flowing over all her extremities. It's not often I get such a passionate feeling about someone.
I opened my eyes and I felt myself coming back into my body. I wanted to draw her every detail along with everything else I saw but lack the words to describe. I found a new sense of self and brought it back with me. *Insert deep reality questioning here*
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(4,472kb) downloaded 110 time(s).“Nature loves courage. You make the commitment and nature will respond to that commitment by removing impossible obstacles. Dream the impossible dream and the world will not grind you under, it will lift you up. This is the trick. This is what all these teachers and philosophers who really counted, who really touched the alchemical gold, this is what they understood. This is the shamanic dance in the waterfall. This is how magic is done. By hurling yourself into the abyss and discovering its a feather bed.”