hello people
im new here in this forum , and also new to the dmt experience
after few times i did it in the last few weeks i became very interesting in the
subject of practical usage of mind travelling and all that comes into that area,
a few words about myself ,
im 34 years old , and i had my time with psychedelics in the past , lsd , mdma , salvia and constant massive use of MJ , about 10+ years ago. i was into psychedelics for a few years until i just stopped the all experience ,for many reasons , and like, life goes on.
i kept only the weed smoking part but not as hard as before.
but i have always had this in my mind, the desire i had when young to explore and try out
meaningful experiences that are always there for us.
so lately , in the last few months , my life was changing, naturally and just as life are,
and i was finally able to actually ask to get some dmt , from friends,
and that led me to get it , use it , and now im here digging for info ,
some of the reasons i was looking for more information about mind exploring is
my medical condition , i have a Type 1 diabetes from very young age,
and i have always had a reason to suspect there is something to it
that comes from my deep deep conscious, something i can try to understand .
im also very interested in reality and mind and all this stuff as well so like ,
i'm building my house in the hyperspace
i had my first few experiences very intense and in various forms , all of them i was alone and in most of them i was trying to concentrate on the subject of finding info about my diabetes ,
it was a simple asking for info spoken into my mind when i first had a shot (i smoke bongs of changa ) , a few conversations with some deities , a trip to my virtual pancreas (the insulin producing organ) and like , general healing feelings i had from the surroundings. and ofcorse its only small part of my whole experience , that was full of imaginative and constructive trips , as well as confused and , yep , a few disturbing and frightful views , that i had no problem at all with actually , i can experience a heavy trip , i think,...
so now im in a constant search for more info and coltural experience , before i'll take another trip , probably in the next few weeks , and will try this time with other people to make it more social and , well more informative.
i have some thoughts to share here,
any one here with Type 1 Diabetes ?? any one here had any experience with kinds of diseases that
are like body malfunctions?
and if so does anyone can share any info about how they see it in their psychic ??
im not interesting in any medical distraction info , only in a real relevant info,
i know the health risks for real and i feel great about this.
i know that i experienced effects on my blood sugar levels after using psychedelics ,
and those dmt trips were really effective but im not yet sure in what way and how,
i can only say now i had many sugar drops on first 2-3 uses , when i was yet very excited about this
and in the latered trips it wasnt the case , but in those trips i was much less focused on that subject and was "just tripping around" (no such thing really).
(i had my sugar emergency cubes and medications right next to me the whole times)
i can add that after those first experiences i felt a real change in my priorities in life ,
bought lots of art equipment , back on making music on my computer , gona start yoga next week
and will having my diet much more relevant to me then its already is.
and most of those effects came from a simple glimpse of information i've seen and felt in those trips. thru many forms of virtual experiences.
now , i'm not trying to be naive and hyper excited about those things ,
those are really powerful stuff , and there for i'm referring to it all as Virtual ,
until i can take it more seriously , and have better words to describe this experience.
so , from the information i was gathering since and from what i've witnessed in life i can have this little theory:
all living cells are communicating in between them selfs in ways unknown and unobtained by our limited perspective. yet they are all the time acting their own internal life cycles.
and it seems like all of those biological cells are having a "language" in some form that they are all able to understand , and translate into other "languages" in other forms of communications.
so in other words human and trees are same material organized in different order.
so , while using dmt and alikes , the brain cells and some parts in the body are getting much more energy , or lets say , priority , to translate and transmit internal cell language into more complex language , like our own imaginative process , our senses , and our thought process.
so our (well just my own cause im speaking for myself here
) experience in this hyperspace
revealed while tripping is a direct living cell level experience translated in a
most basic way to a virtual senses we can sense.
since those are our senses , we see , hear , feel ,... so thru those senses we can experience this hyperspace. (hope there are more senses to find)
this is all very interesting to me , and if i can actually find this as true and practical,
it gets to be very related to my desire in exploring my Diabetes condition and atleast understand a cause and effect for those kinds of problem.
i can add that i have no medical education other then taking care of myself
but i have lots of experience in information gathering and self learning
so i hope i can have information i can understand here in those forums and share my own.
really sorry for the loooooong first post i just had this in my head for a few days
have an interesting day all of you