Hi !
Firstly, thanks for this site.
So here we are, and I have to introduce myself. I'm 24, living in Europa.
Since I'm not going to expose all my life here, let's see what is my experience and why I would like to be a full member of this forum.
Four years ago, I had my first psychedelic experience with cubensis (3g) in a right set and setting. I learned many things about myself and I knew i will reiterate the experience.
I started reading all I could on the subject. One day, I made a big mistake (I guess we all do), I didn't give the product all the respect it needed, and I learned the hard way what it implies to be a fool. I learned to be very very cautious whith what I'm doing, and above all that this caution attitude is just self protection.
I met some great people whith who I could talk about this experiences, do some more, always in the right way. We are not partying fellows, we find our pleasure in just sitiing, talking, sharing.
Anyway, this lead me to other psychedelics, such as 2C-B, MDMA, and LSD. Going further in the knowledge, I had to discover Salvia and DMT.
Ok let's talk briefly about salvia first. I can't handle it, I tried to smoke it 5 times, and I lost my mind each time. Usually, with all the products I tried, I have a quite good self control which is usefull when things start to be creepy. With salvia, I'm blown away, not even remebering my name, or where I am, and I can't get anything out of it. The integration is very hard, this plant is still a big mystery for me and I'm not going to try it again soon.
Now, DMT. I prepared myself for a long time before vaporizing it. I read of course Dr Strassman's book, anything I could find on the internet and ordered a vapor genie for the day I will be ready. It finally happened, and it was a failure. I don't know if the vaporgenie was defective or if it was me, be I could't vap it. So, I prefered the bong way. I know it's not recommended, firstly for my lungs, but I had a breakthrough with no problem. I would be very happy to share some experiences I had when I will be able to post on the parts of the forum still locked for me now.
I talked about integration earlier. With DMT, it's not easy at all, but it gives you the opportunity to really use your brain with the right questions. No answers, just new questions over and over, and I'm fine with that. When you meet God, do you really have an answer when you're back in this world ? Not sure about that.
I also travelled to Peru and what it implies
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So why I would like to be all full member ? To share my experiences, talk with you guys, the more I read the more I realize that this forum is plenty of very intelligent people, and since we don't meet this intelligence at every corner, this place is perfect bringing them together.
2 words about my hobbies : I'm fond of chess, I read quite a lot, make some music (acoustic and electronic).
Sorry for my english, it's not my native speech.
Thanks for reading, and I hope I didn't annoyed you !