Hey all, little bit of background of me and my experiences:

At 14 I took LSD for the first time and it completely rocked my world. The trip was and is the most intense trip so far and it is a beloved memory I have. That first trip really shaped how I would grow and what I would do.

Fast forward 5 years and a batch of bad mushrooms and for the first time in 5 years I'll have taken LSD again. I will admit I abused it. I had no previous source of it so when I got a good source I took advantage. I did LSD 4 times in a span of a month and while the first 3 experiences were amazing and wonderful the last one was just full of an anxious uneasy feeling in my stomach.

I learned about DMT before my first LSD trip. In preparation for LSD I did months of research which led me to find out about DMT and this site. It sounded so intriguing, otherworldly, blissful, scary as all hell, and beautiful. I obviously was intrigued but I knew I was no where near ready for DMT. After I did LSD, I knew that even more. I came to the conclusion that DMT will find me, if it ever will, when IT is ready for me. I asked around a few times, but I never pushed it. I would just think "it's not time yet"

Well! I am so extremely happy to tell you all that it has finally found me. It is a reliable source and now that it has found me I don't know whether I am more scared or excited about it. I am planning to prepare myself physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually for it so I probably will not try it until sometime in the following week. I will keep you all updated and will let you know when my "Machine" is done.
Thank you all!

- SecondSight

You are young, and I'd stick w/ the minset of 'it will find me' for now. But later on, especially if it doesn't find you - you may have to seek it. Personally, I never sell/trade anything I were to extract, unless they were a VERY close, family almost, type friend. And I know more than a few others who follow that mantra.

Best of luck to you.