Hello to all members and guests of the nexus,
I wanted to thank everyone who has contributed to this wonderful site, so big hugs to all of you!
Firstly using this site has allowed me to learn and carry out both a DMT extraction(went very well) and also a Mescaline extraction (not quite so well
) struggled now and again with it but think i have it sussed now, used a bit from a few TEKs and re based and cleaned it up nicely, had a bit of a issue with a cheap ph tester.
I wanted to share my experience of my first few attempts into hyperspace. the first few times i did low dose 15 mg -20 mg strait DMT had nice visuals but not really much else.
I then followed the guides for making changa and have a few of the recommended ones now in my collection using these i really got to explore DMT and had some wonderful experiences including what felt like sexytime with the universe
but i was only in the shallow end it seemed.
One day i decided to load up 100mg of 1:1 cappi DMT (50mg DMT total) and take as many hits as i could. well i got what i deserve. I seem to have a cat type thing crop up im my travels looks a bit like deadmau5 helmet with a aztec body it seemed to speak to me and say you wanted this so here you f***ing go.
Well as you all know this is hard to put into words but it felt like my whole life or someone else s? was being sucked into a hole this happened so fast i couldn't take it in and although i knew i had to try and go with the flow i just couldn't, it became the most terrifying experience i have ever had lots went on that i cannot remember but i have fleeting flashes of memory of what happened now and again but i really cant put it together.
Anyhow when everything had gone it was as if a 1970´s tv had been turned off and it all left with a white dot receding into the blackness then nothing(like a reset button was pushed in my brain) when i started to drift back into my body it all fell into place and for the next few hours all i could do is walk round with a smile and blowing out my cheeks and saying WOW! my whole body was tingling and i felt amazing.
I best explain that for years i have suffered with depression its hard to discribe but i always felt a black cloud over me or a weight on my shoulders Winston Churchill called it his black dog. anyhow after the terror that i had with whatever happened its gone! I feel great and this has been this way for over 2 months now even my friends and family have noticed the difference in me.
Its only my anecdote im quite scientific in my approach in life but DMT truly is a great medicine for me.I really haven't touched it again since just a couple of 15mg dips and don't feel the calling yet so will respect the plant.
As for mescaline well im sure it can be a great teacher also but I haven't taken enough to get to this stage. i have only had a 75mg test which was interesting. after which I tried 200mg HCl on my wifes 40th and all i can say is this is amazing for very different reasons for me. Felt a million dollars for 8 hours strait, every woman i know from aged 20 to 80 looked amazing and beautiful. light from dusk to through the night was spectacular.At one point my wifes voice was making me tingle from the tips of my hair to my toes and i was begging her to stop talking as i felt i couldn't take any more pleasure(we had gone home by now) mescaline is a beautiful substance and im looking forward to exploring the wonderful nature we have around us when taking it again as i had a real affinity with all things it seemed.
Once again thank you Nexus and hoping that these substances will one day be seen for their benefits to humanity(I don't hold out much hope looking at the way the UK is going and seeing that horrid woman B Bush slating MJ at the end of a piece about a young child that suffered fits and was taking everything under the sun for it, father tried MJ and the child is slowly getting better(how could anyone not want that to happen).