I seem to have a recurring theme in my trips. This happens on almost any psychedelic. It seems like it mostly happens on tryptamianes though. I always have visions of people and sometimes it really bothers me. They almost feel like family, but it is just really strange.
This happened to me last night while I was having a dmt session and I thought I would post about it to try and get others thoughts about it. These people just seem to be standing there looking at me. Some of them like to get up in my face. I have noticed that if this happens on mushrooms my trip seems to go in the wrong direction. I have confronted them in my mind and asked what they want, but I never get an answer.
The very first time this happened I was on a high dose of a mushroom/rue combo. I was sitting on my couch watching the visualizations on my big screen and I could see them in peripheral vision. It is like they were there standing and sitting up against the wall watching the visualizations with me. If I would direct my attention to them they would disappear. While this was happening it would seem like people were reaching over my head.
The first time it happened was over 2 years ago and I have been trying to figure it out.
If anyone can shed some light on this please do so. I would really like to understand what I am supposed to get from this. A breakthrough might help, but I am still working up to that. My sessions last night were all pleasurable. The most intense being my last one where I took 2 big hits.
Thanks for reading