Hello again!

Im back
Bad news is, docs find vascular and nervous conflict(VII i VIII)/little tumor in my head after the ambulance took me to the hospital after losing consciousness.
Good news is - im still alive.. Honestly, there is no good news.

I told my neurosurgeon, i take DMT few times, but He didnt respond to it.

Damn, I really want to light up one more time this stuff, but I'm afraid i'll not comeback to "this world"

my heart is in good shape,kidney, liver too
Labyrinth have little problems.

And no, i will not ask my doctor if i can smoke this.

Any one have the knowledge, how much it can be dangerous in my case?

Peace

I am really sorry to hear about the tumor. I wouldn't worry about DMT. Sounds like you have a lot on your plate right now. Concentrate on treatment and healing that tumor. DMT can wait. Your body is in need of all of your presence at the moment. I wish you the best!

My english is not.. very well, and "treatment" sound like "a testament"


Thanks very much Dmn for that

I asked the forum about it because i find this articles

http://realitysandwich.c..._treated_my_brain_tumor/

and I wonder if, I'm not talking here about cure, but in a some sense, "mute negative emotions", forget about problems, and once again make the trip to this wonderful world and meet up with old friends.

doctor assigned me antidepressants, but I do not take them, and I'm not going to. I do not want to live like a zombie, I want to be fully conscious myself, my existence,

I saw in the hospital how peoples around me dying, and how others really wanted to die because of suffering. Screams, crying, wailing. It was the worst time in my life.
Mayby I kinda confusing, last months have been full of heavy-thoughts. but
I hope You understand what i mean.

I have a feeling, that only dmt, help me to get up on my feet

Hello!

I don't think DMT will affect the tumor in a bad way, in fact there's a lot of research going on about possible anti-cancer effects of the Ayahuasca brew. I'd advise you to maybe take a break from synthetic DMT and try a natural source...a few links:

http://www.maps.org/news...ters/v08n3/08322top.html
http://smo.sagepub.com/c.../1/2050312113508389.full
http://www.collective-ev...ahuasca-can-cure-cancer/

Unless the OP is synthesizing the DMT himself, the DMT he's smoking is almost certainly from a natural source, just extracted into a pure compound. Ayahuasca is also a DMT extraction, albeit, a much cruder one.

You're probably fine smoking DMT with the brain tumor, although I am not a medical professional, so it's good that you're doing more research. The ONLY thing I might be concerned about would be cranial vasoconstriction screwing up something in your head, but that seems unlikely. Given that they've been giving psychedelics to terminal cancer patients for a while now without noticeable adverse effects, I wouldn't worry about it too much.

Blessings
~ND

PS: Sorry about the cancer, that really blows. Does your prognosis look good?

Thanks for response!



I have dmt from mhrb, using this tec (NaOH/heptane 99.999% for lab research)

https://wiki.dmt-nexus.m...ybrid_ATB_%27Salt%27_Tek

Final product was pure white and clean.

Mayby i just go to other neurosurgeon for privat visit and ask, but I do not think he said anything..



Looks great, but.. It is a very high probability, I will turn back faster than drink Aya.
Stomach is not in good condition.



cranial hypertension, This would be more worried i think. After smoking carpal arterial jumps upwards. right? tinnitus is caused by just that?

Sorry to hear about your problem. I hope the condition can improve and/or that you can deal with it the best way possible and that it serves for you to appreciate life more and become a better person.


Regarding the health related questions, I can't help you there but I can point to the right direction: If you dont get a response from him, I'd suggest PMing Corpus Callosum , he's our resident doctor.

All the best!

I too am sorry to hear your adverse health news.

Perhaps you could give more details regarding what's happened with regards to the episode of unconsciousness and scan findings (MRI or CT).I may be reading your post incorrectly but your mention of VII/VIII makes me guess that you may be talking about an acoustic neuroma which can cause asymmetric hearing loss/tinnitus, and typically doesn't cause unconsciousness (unless its large and obstructing the ventricular system) and can often be found, when small, as an incidental finding on imaging. If it is an acoustic neuroma then fortunately they are almost always benign.

Corpus Callosum thanks Your message
I even would expect, that many people response in my topic

Poor English here for clarity, I do my best.

My story started, when some sunny, day I rode to work by subway. There were no signs of something wrong, i was feeling very well, rested, well-fed, happy. Day like any other. And then, i just blackout for few minutes. I thought it just was overwork, too little sleep, too much redbull
(I drank "wholesale quantities" i work as event engineering, construction stage, device programming, service, sometimes i work 4h, sometimes I leave town for week or 2, when we make a big party)

I downplayed this incident, and after all, I went to work. Since that day, I was feeling worse and worse every day, continuous dizziness everyday, strong headache, i had squinting my eye all the time,more I open my eyes, more head hurts. First month, somehow I survived without doctor.
one day, it come to be so bad that an ambulance had to arrive, total confusion, terrible pounding heart, weakens to the limit in the moment. Rescuers gave me only two injections, to calm and for.. something. I remember from this incident only that, I couldnt sit on my butt for the next 3 days.

Next day its happen again, much stronger, and they take me to hospital.
I havd dane computed tomography, magnetic resonance imaging, heart/carotid arteries/abdominal usg/
blood and VNG.

They find "vascular and nervous conflict" i dont know if this term is correct in english. between Viii and Vii nerve and tumor on the skull. After the tests abd stuffing drip, I got a referral to another hospital with a branch of neurosurgery. But.. the date of admission is in late 2016 years.

I taking polvertic for dizziness, and thats all.

Ah, and they find, one of my maxillary sinus is "almost dead" in a deplorable condition, i taking other drugs for this. mometasoni furoas and fexofenadini hydrochloridum in nose spray.


Best wishes!

Ok, i try with something azotu 7 mg. Realny strong side effect, bul i Still alive ;p
Tomorow ill try with 20

Harmalas have anticancer effects. Drinking Syrian Rue tea or ayahuasca might have a better effect on your health than smoking DMT.

I am not a medical practitioner, so do not take my word as gospel. However, 4 years ago I awoke in the middle of the night with a headache I could only explain as feeling like blood was pouring into my brain. As it turns out, that's exactly what it was. I was diagnosed with a cerebral haemorrhage from a persistent aneurysm. While the haemorrhage was treated, doctors told me that the aneurysms couldn't be imminently treated. Over the past 4 years I've begun experimenting with all things dmt, and much to my surprise, I've had a 94% reduction in detectable vascular abnormalities. So, in my very much non professional opinion, dmt is a miracle drug and I don't believe smoking it will have any negative effects on your tumor. If anything, it may just be the boost your body needs to help it fight off the horrible disease that is cancer.

I empathise with you, my friend. The only thing worse than being told you're dying is seeing the fear and agony in the eyes of someone told the same thing.

There is also the belief (which frankly I am surprised I don't encounter more on this forum) that all physical dis-ease (or at least chronic ones) arise from psycho-spiritual distress.

And as we know, DMT can address the spiritual.

Safe and constructive drug talk
https://wiki.dmt-nexus.me/Attitude_Page
Rules are rules, while I think it's sad it disables you from voicing your opinion.

BongWizard

really thank You for response!


RhythmSpring



Ayahuaska works really long.. 6h?
It is stronger or weaker in "action" ? Compare to smoking dmt. I never drink, but i heard difference opinion