Greetings Nexians

So I thought I would introduce myself and share a little story of my battle with a an entity to save our collective mind and souls from its entrapment in its matrix/symbiotic/parasitic/enslavement of human kind.

Anyway I am a long time reader..lurker researcher..so thank you for everything you have all shared to make this such a wealth of knowledge for the few who dare to peak over the abyss.. I will endeavour to offer my experience and information to add to the nexian collective.

So the first time I met Krazark (My name for it) was the night after a fun day of getting on the Molly and hanging round the house with my girlfriend. (She doesn't partake but enjoyed the loved up side effects) Later that night my mate came over and my girlfriend had left for work so we ate some nice shroom caps of strong golden teacher. Bout 2 grams each it would have been.. So we assumed the position on the recliners in the lounge room and had shongle blaring out the speakers ready to take flight. Then......

Bam!!!!! I feel and hear a massive thud on the side of my chair. The chair moved and I had a flash of something out of the corner of my eye.. Then for the next short while the usual come up feeling of nice cubes ..closed eyed coloured spirals forming in 3d to shpongle...not really registering or sure what just happened or if it happened...then.... BAM!!! Again I felt the chair move like something big hit the side..then it appeared over me ..I felt and saw its presence like it was attached to a rectangular prism that surrounded me and my recliner and went through the wall to another time/space.. It appeared like a massive starfish shaped jellyfish body with the whole underside looking like the mouth of a sand worm from the movie Dune. The feeling of how real and daunting its presence was is inexplicable.. It was like no other hallucination I have ever fealt. This was so real... It paralysed me for an instant.. Then I shook it off and breathed deeply focused on positive thoughts and shpongle..

This was my first entity meeting on shrooms.. But not to be my last... I became more intimately acquainted with this powerful entity when I took my first 5 gram dose of these strong golden teacher shrooms... My intention was to invoke the voice in the head phenomenon ... Which I did and it was utterly amazing and magical... I also got allot more than I bargained for when I asked the mushroom to show me it's true self...

I will continue the story shortly and write proper trip reports for these connected journeys.. Just thought you guys might like to read this magical experience I had rather than me babble on about myself introducing me to y'all..

To be continued...

Hello there! Welcome to the Nexus!

Golden teachers are one of my favorite mushrooms! However I am probably biased since Golden Teachers are my preferred mushroom to cultivate!

Anyway, it sounds like you had quite an intense ride. Meeting entities on mushrooms is something I have yet to experience, seems quite intriguing. I am looking forward to reading more.

Welcome once again and may you find everything you are looking for!

-The Grateful One-

Hi The Grateful One

Thanks for the warm welcome.

Yeah Golden Teacher has blessed me with the most deeply visionary and truly magical experiences I have yet to have on any drug/sacrament. Although Changa and freebase are as deep and more out of this world in a sense.. The way the shrooms can bring the tryptamine spirit realm and merge it with ordinary reality is something very unique and utterly amazing.

Yeah that was my first meeting with an entity and although the beginning of that trip was intense the rest was quite a nice ride. The first time I had mixed mdma and shrooms. It delayed the initial onset and then came the shock of the entity banging on my chair.. The rest of the trip was very deep for only 2 grams of shrooms.. As shpongle as our guide both my mate and I managed to go quite deep and I even experienced being enveloped in the white light for a period which was truly ecstatic..

To continue my story... So after recently having some very beneficial solo experiences on low doses of shrooms and 20mg 4 ACO-DMT I was eager to try Mckennas heroic dose of 5 dried grams.

Prior to this journey I had around 4 solo journeys within a space of two months with the shrooms. I took them alone in silent darkness sometimes with shpongle on my headphones with an eye mask.. every time I had some amazing visions and had allot of time exploring my subconscious and clearing out the clutter so to speak.

So when the opportune time presented itself..Girlfriend was at work all day and no study or commitments.. I decided to go for the big dose.. in my recent trips I would prepare myself mentally and physically and really mad an effort to take the sacrament seriously. This time because it was a spontaneous decision as I thought I would not get another chance for a while my prep lacked allot and I believe was a big part of why things went sour towards the end of the trip..

Your description reminds me of this https://www.dmt-nexus.me...&m=588044#post588044

The heroic dose !

So I had about 3.5 grams left of some home grown Golden Teacher by a master mushroom grower. And I added 1.7 grams more from some gold tops I grew in my back yard by putting cow shit around.. (So Easy) I believe these where allot stronger than the usual shrooms as when I picked they turned blue instantly and where such a dark blue/purple.. I made a lemon tek with half and ate the rest with some dark chocolate (again another factor that I believe potentiated the experience allot).. So I went to my blacked out room and sat in silent darkness meditating and preparing for what might come...

And then it came... First allot of nausea overwhelmed my body and my heart started to race.. I lay back and focused on my breath as the psilocybin waves began to engulf my consciousness.

First the visions of the layered blue/purple/green dome like grid of the mushroom realm engulfed me.. As each layer would reveal itself it was like the roof of my room was opening up to another realm... Then slowly the buzzing started... Bzzzz bzzz bzzz.. I started to focus on the rhythm of the buzzing and in my head and it moved to buzzing my whole body.. I could feel it in every cell of my being.. After a while of feeling this I sensed that there where mantis like insect beings with me and this was how they where trying to communicate with me and prepare my for the higher realms. I only saw flashes of their insect like wings but the strong sense that they where there partly with me in this world or theirs at the same time was so real.

So the buzzing continued for a time until I flew deeper into the realm that was unfolding before my eyelids... Although I opened my eyes on a few occasions and the visions where there as well but not as vivid. I had a strong vision of the snake eating its own tale and of a stallion horse spiraling into light. After starting to become comfortable in such a deep visionary state I decided to go try and go even deeper and look for what I sought...To talk with the mushroom..

So I invoked the light workers (elves) as I call them after having some amazing experience with working with them with changa. And although you do not see them as clear on DMT they are there in the realm the mushroom takes you. They appeared more alien like on this trip often felt connected to my skull through light to the visions I was seeing. I asked them to take me deeper and on a journey I went with them which felt like it lasted for an eternity.. Through a massive grid of wormholes of light . Seeing a massive array of very brief images on the way . The further I went the more I felt an overwhelming presence engulfing me .. So I called out to the presence in my mind remembering that I wanted to talk to the mushroom logos... At first it felt like it was my own thoughts answering myself so I kind of had to listen intently.. And then the thoughts that answered started to clearly separate from my own like my mind or ego splitting in two..

So the conversation had started ..At first I was in absolute jaw dropping awe.. And my rational mind raced to make sense of this... Is this real? Is this God? Spirits and entities are real? This is proof! ! ! Well my mind was became mush trying to make sense of this.. I settled in and talked to logos.. It started off on a very light banter between us. While we were talking it was like it took hold of my journey from the light workers and was now steering my visions in this grid of light tunnels.

I can only remember the beginning of our conversation and a bit towards the end.. The rest slipped away like a dream. After a while the conversation began to become like I was stirring the logos up and being too cheeky as we seemed to be feeding of each others energy and it felt like too old mates hanging shit on each other. So I made the mistake of asking it to show me who and what it truly is. I believed it did warn me but my cockiness motivated it to unveil its true form.

Up until now we were talking in my head and I only had a sense of this being and visions of traveling through different visions of light with it. It is a bit unclear.. But when I pretty much demanded it show me the truth.. It was like it opened a side door in the darkness of the trip and let me out of the Matrix of my mind and the collective subconscious/ realm that we exist in.

And there it was looking like a giant version of the starfish/jellyfish/alien/entity/god like being I had en-counted on my earlier trip. The feeling of being in its presence was like facing a black hole of death and the white light of god all at once. It had all these wires connected to its mouth on the underside of the star shaped body with a globular mass protruding behind it like a blob. I started to question it on this and it proceeded to tell me that it has a parasitic and symbiotic relationship with human beings and that it has been feeding off our souls and the planets spirit for millions of years.

My first reaction was this is fucked.. But I tried to stay impartial as it explained that it exists in a level on the spirit realm and that it needs our soul energy to survive. Every one of the wires was connected to our souls and the planets oversoul/overmind/collective consciousness . So at this point I could not take this with a grain of salt and believe it was just a vision the mushroom was showing me.. It felt so real and I was convinced and was overcome with this horrific feeling that this is what the fools think is their god and it is feeding off us...

So I did something very stupid.. I started ripping out wires and told it I will find a way to disconnect it from us.. I think my fantasy of being neo took over and I thought I was going to save the world from this entities matrix it had enveloped us with.. Well didn't that piss it off...

The place that I was with this being already felt like the deepest regions of space..As far as one could possibly go.. interacting with it and the physical sense that I was so far away from my body..As far as you could go.. Well It had had enough of my challenge to find a way to destroy it... I lost memory of exactly what happened at this point. I think my mind is blocking it out because I got soul raped by this fucker.. I believe what happened is it took me to the other side of nothingness... beyond ego death.. beyond death to nothingness...

I awoke from my trance in a state of panic..as my conscious mind started to come to I was overtaken with a strong very strong fear that I had died or was dying.. I arose from my bed and went out into the lounge room and I could hardly see as the spirals and swirls like the dmt crysanthium surrounded my body and my eye site.. I could not clear my eyes and started to panic as it sunk what I had just experienced. I knew the fear was not mine it was like it felt implanted in me and I could not overcome it.. The only thing I could think of is the entity gave me a true experience of death or aboltion into nothingness and I was reliving it as I awoke from the trance.

It took me a good hour to calm down after burning some sage and focusing on my breath. But before that I was trying not to close my eyes laying on my couch and bed and walking around my house in a panic thinking I was truely dying... dying from fear if you will.. It only really subsided after I let go into the feeling of death when I closed my eyes.. Every time I would lay down my eyes would get heavy I would close them and the feeling of the dark nothingess void took over.. I did not want to leave my son behind so I fought it. Only after convincing myself that he would be okay and my family would look after him did i let go into death and then the fear settled...

This was both the most amazing and most harrowing psychedelic experience I have ever had. I wouldn't say it was a bad trip..but it did go south.. It took me on a journey and I talked to the logos... I now do not believe what it showed me to be its true form... It was very hard to get my head around that god is an alien entity feeding off our souls.. I think it was what the mushroom wanted to show me and what I invoked myself..

I will do the 5 grams again and I hope this does not put people off trying.. If you get to talk with it it is truly amazing... just don't try and be a hero like I did or it will kick you ass lol

Anyway sorry for my dodgy writing . I want to write this out in a better format for a proper trip report but I just needed to share this so hence my rushed job to covney all the info.. I have left bits out but the main parts are there.. To someone who has not done a high dose of shrooms this would sound so fictional.. But wait till you do it will be the most amazing experience of your life... Because of the length even more so that DMT.

Peace

Thanks Shporange.

I was hoping to find someone who had a similar experience with this being. The story of opti and I is so similar it is uncanny.. obviously his descriptions are of a much higher degree of writing style.

Wow...now I don't know what to feel or believe again.. heh

"And thus the beauty of all is before your eyes and the shimmering essence of nothing, beats a mighty drum to wake your soul from slumber."

Welcome to the nexus man

Do you know what particular interview that would be jim2015 ? I had a read of some of Stuart Wildes work. He seems in tune with some things however I found some of his protection against entity practices to be a little over the top. But thanks for the direction and relevant link to my experience. I used to find it hard to take the leep of faith to believe David ikes reptilians and others like Stuart Wilde. I wanted to believe.. After this experience which I am still defragging and integrating months after I can safely say these "out there" "crazy" fellas might be closer to the truth than the sleepers think.