Hello friends,
I am really happy and excited to be here on DMT-Nexus.
My name Mark, 25 years old and I am living in Denmark.
I've been doing my own sessions with Ayahuasca for the last month, and so far I've had 6 trips to the universe
I got a very good friend of mine who had taken ayahuasca, and told me about it, and I got really curious in looking into it. Before I started taken ayahuasca I had seen DMT - The Spirit Molecule, and I had read my share of trip reports on erowid. I am so happy to have found ayahuasca/or have ayahuasca find me
I think the last possibility is more likely.
My life is changing for the better, and everything is coming together and my life is getting on the right track. I've been much more happy since I've started with ayahuasca, and I am looking forward for the day when I open up with my experiences with this wonderful plant to my family.
Some interesting stuff which happened not long before I did ayahusaca, was that I was starting have dreams that was related to spirituality. One of the dreams was about I was walking on the streets, and was thinking about everyone was aliens, but they didn't know. I was going up to visit a very good friend of mine, and my friend had changed and was really aggressive towards me, and I was getting really sad about her behaviour. Then there was some police involved, and some "doctors" or men dressed in white clothes showed up and took me with them. I was really scared and freaked out, thinking it was those who had done something to my friend. I didn't say anything, but they assured me that "I was safe and OK, everything is good", which of course freaked me more out, and somehow I knew it was or dream since my heart was racing and panicking. Suddenly we are in this hospital hallway and we walk towards a room, and on the way they talk with some other "doctors" about stuff I didn't understand, and I knew they were not real traditional "doctors". So we get to this kind of operating room, which is just a bright room with a bed in the middle, I go over and lie on the bed, and the "doctor" says someting like "Everything is alright, soon you will know and understand it all." still freaked out, I close my eyes. First my tinnitus gets reeeeeeallly loud! Like the loudest tinnitus I've ever had, and it's the only thing I can hear. Then comes these vibrations which shakes everything, like the shaking you get when you tense your muscles in your neck and head, again this is nothing like I've ever felt before. While having the vibrations and tinnitus now, a vortex shows up spinning really fast around, and I am thinking "this is it, I am dying, this is the end" and while everything comes up to a climax, it goes black, tinnitus and vibrations are gone, and I wake up with a racing heart, and was like "What the hell just happened, this was the most intense dream I've ever had, and it felt so real."
Now with my trips, and especially the latest which is shortly described as ego-death/exorcism, holy cosmic symbols, sacred gestures and the showing the connections of signs throughout my life, everything is starting to come together
Now my dreams are more affected by ayahuasca than ever, and I've been having these dreams where I am awake in the middle of the night, and they are really profound, loving and exciting.
My really good friend who introduced my to ayahuasca, asked my yesterday if I would be his wife's sitter, the first time she is going to take ayahusaca, and I am really honored and happy to get this opportunity, so at the moment I've got a lot of reading to do
I will probably post some of my trip reports some time, so I will save those for another time
That's about it, at least short introduction-wise, I've got so much to tell, and I have experienced so much on so short time. Peace and unity throughout everything and everyone