null24 wrote:Omg, Dmstr8, that Kali image you posted, the second one, IS EXACTLY the image of Kali that destroyed me in my
my last major DMT trip.
Everything about it is exactly as she appeared, all black skin, gnashing fangs, etc.
My experience was a little different than that mentioned in your other thread. I remember this thing swirling around.. just that face flying around. The rest of the body was in a dark grey smoke that had a mind of it's own it seemed. I would turn around...bam right in my face... turn around again.. bam right in my face. I think it was the same entity but it moved so fast that maybe there were others? I was trapped!! I couldn't escape. Frightened.
I kept saying to myself that it was a part of me... over and over... I was simply overwhelmed by the whole thing. I felt like I was going to explode in fear.I understand what this is about. I understand what this particular entity wanted. Submission. Like a dog rolling over on it's belly. I submitted and that is when it stopped. It all vanished. I don't remember what happened after that I just remember the ordeal stopped as quickly as it began.
I was beginning to feel my fingers and hear the sounds of my home. I felt proud of myself for surviving. I really felt like I am beginning to see these figures as part of myself. The fear diminished rather quickly when the thought entered my head that this was a test and I needed to just relax and submit. I think sometimes you need to be scared and fearful to open and pay attention. Once open and paying attention, submitted, they or it disappeared. These entities serve the purpose of humbling us into a state of new mind. Now looking and paying attention in a entirely new way. Why I feel this way I do not know? It's just a feeling....
"In the universe there is an immeasurable, indescribable force which shamans call intent, and absolutely everything that exists in the entire cosmos is attached to intent by a connecting link." ~Carlos Castaneda