Hey Aya,
Just a hunch, but maybe people are getting a bit weary replying to all your questions... It's great that you're curious and everything, but zipping around everything like a butterfly on meth is unlikely to be productive in the long term.
In the space of less than a week, you've posted a volley of stuff covering everything from aya, salvia and truffles, to cultivating alien species, along with disclosure of your bipolar disorder and your prescription meds being upped to include risperidone...and now you're bumping your own threads shortly after posting, what gives?!
Any journeys go best when they start out from the ground state, I'm sure you know this already, but it can be easy to overlook when enthusiasm takes hold...
NB. The best place for growing DMT-containing plants is the equator, the worst is the North Pole, and you live in Scotland...
“I sometimes marvel at how far I’ve come - blissful, even, in the knowledge that I am slowly becoming a well-evolved human being - only to have the illusion shattered by an episode of bad behaviour that contradicts the new and reinforces the old. At these junctures of self-reflection, I ask the question: “are all my years of hard work unraveling before my eyes, or am I just having an episode?” For the sake of personal growth and the pursuit of equanimity, I choose the latter and accept that, on this journey of evolution, I may not encounter just one bad day, but a group of many.”
― B.G. Bowers
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