Hey Everyone,
Feel I have to share this experience with you all, maybe some one can help me realise what it meant.
I've been smoking a little more than usual lately, maybe I've smoked 5 or 6 times in the last 10 days. In my opinion, this is probably the source of this frightening experience.
I loaded around 40mg into a standard glass oil burner pipe, took 2 hits and was ready for hyperspace. I closed my eyes and at first nothing at all happened. Then, I had the most bizarre vision, it was of some sort of 'block' being crushed and thrown around, but nothing seemed to be able to destroy it. It was a little weird and made me feel uncomfortable, so I opened my eyes - this was a big mistake.
I was sitting in my living room, on my couch, with my television on the wall in front of me. What I can only describe as 'the girl from the movie The Ring' then came into my room, removed my television off the wall and replaced it with my calculator. She the proceeded to run off, through another wall. She did this multiple times, replacing the television with random objects such as my calculator, pieces of paper I had been writing on, a bunch of plugs and wires. The brand of my television changed into japanese writing, my plug sockets all changed to foreign plug sockets. After the girl came and ran off several times, my television finally dropped several inches from the wall. My calculator was on the floor next to me, with certain buttons flashing, I was fully expecting to press these buttons and for the television to turn on, but it didn'tm
The whole time, I had in my head that I must complete this 'game' or I would be tripping for eternity, what this 'game' was I do not know, maybe this was just a rogue thought implanted in my mind during the trip. Even when I came back to my senses I was still panicking, thinking I must complete this 'game', but I had forgotten the objecive I had to complete, and still cannot remember what this objective was. I thought I was going to have a heart attack at one point, because it was so frightening, but I just tried to keep breathing steadily and hoped it would end soon.
I am definitely staying away from spice for a while now. This was a truly harrowing experience that shook me to my core. Yet at the same time it opened my eyes to the true power of this wonderful substance and how connected it truly is with our reality.
Sorry if this is a little long, but I felt I had to get this off my chest to see what any of you great people think of this.
Has anyone else ever had an experience with some sort of entity in our reality ?
Does anyone have any idea how I can even begin to integrate such a bizarre experience ?
Thanks for reading, I look forward to your insights on this
