I've really been eager to finally introduce myself here. But here goes my leap of faith.
I'm able to compile it better after the nervous rituals I conducted. I've always known there was something more to this life. That it was hard to actually see. Well my dreams lately have really been a revelation to me. I can say I am being healed and firmly believe I am a better person because of it. So much love was in my heart that I didn't even know i had. And it almost feels as if I know what to do now. You know your doing it right when after you place your feet back into reality all you really wanna do is appreciate that your back. And are relieved that its all over. I really like to boost my dose and intensity. Through all of this it feels as of my hope in humanity has been restored. I feel as if I've become more selfless. Less selfish. And the word hate to me doesn't even really exist in my vocab. I've got nothing but love for everybody.
Not much else to say really. Good luck. And may the high spirits continue to teach us.

Thanks for the intro, better late than never I always say

Hello and welcome to the forum. I’ve been increasing in recent years about my belief about there being more to meets the eye but it was not always like this. The first school I went to taught religious education and I considered myself to be a believer in God but it was the typical childhood image of a bearded bloke in the clouds who would let you into heaven if you had been good or zap you to oblivion if you hadn’t. The next school I went to was uber-religious, morning and evening prayers and was very traditional and it was more like indoctrination and it really put me off the whole religion thing, this led me to denouncing religion and I considered myself to be aetheist from around 12 – 18.

Then I started experimenting in a variety of substances and i slowly started to become interested in consciousness, and exploring my consciousness through various experiences, and like yourself I had a niggling feeling that there is more to existence than meets the eye, and from what I read most people on this forum tend to be of a similar opinion.

It’s funny as those who are anti-drugs see drugs as being the source of all evil, but for many people it marks the first steps in their spiritual development and harmony with the world

I'm a firm believer god lives in each and every one of us. Its ignorant to think there's anything that could separate us, and ignorant to believe we know more about him from reading a book placed in ancient times and ways.
I won't base my life on an ancient way... Cause I'm no longer living in an ancient place.