Hello! Thanks for reading my introductory essay!

I am a loving family guy that thinks he can do anything himself. However , sometimes you really need to weigh some trusted advice first.

I love machines and science, but I mostly love working with people. In my recent history I have been so privaledge to work with people with dementia/ Alzheimer's , youth with a history of extreme trauma, and people with so called "developmental dissabilities" like Downs Syndrome and recently a focus on communication with individuals with autism and different communication abilities.

I have also been a seeker of spiritual truth since I was a child (haven't we all) I have often dealt with a long time fear of death and have had little help from any major religion that I have studied (raised Catholic studied and speak some Arabic). After being with a loved one for their passing to the other side, I feel like I'm in a better place about it.

I am also an aspiring musician that has been blessed to play for and with some great souls on the west coast of The US. So I know that beingsare more than a carbon entity and when you mix the enery of beings having a shard experience we can get a glimpse of the Devine.

I love you all for being and really thanks for reading this. It is really going to be a fine summer and as sure as I am that we have bounced off each other in the past, I look forward to our future!

I am new to this molecule/spirit. I was overly anxious last week and sampled a very small bit and now know (as if I wasn't forwarned) and think I was given a wArning from the molecule to pay a greater mind to set and setting.

I might have met someone that told me he smoked a bit in his room and felt a very warm body glow. I laid back and felt ready as the ceiling seemed to start to develop into eye like formations, the feeling I had was absolutely and unmistakably familiar and I know I have been here before at this precipice. I feel like this is a memory from birth or gestation maybe? I then began to hear a voice inside myself say "why are you here" at first the voice was mine but then it changed, it was different than my voice but was also very familiar. This is when suburban noise from my open window drew me out of my experience and made me feel very anxious at the same time. I did have time to attemp a response to the voice in my head but my mind just seemed to emit a muffled "I have no idea".

I am looking forward to finding a voyage friend and really focusing on having a well prepared attempt at some more exploration.

Well thanks again for taking the time to read! Love and light and life Friends!

Hello and welcome, I read a few things in your introduction which were familiar, I am also new to DMT and the forum also, and like yourself I’m been very interested in finding out about spiritual truth.

In fact I came across DMT when reading up about near death experiences and so on to try to understand more about consciousness and if it leaves the body. I’ve always been very experimental with substances and was previously aware of DMT but knew very little about it and had never known anyone who had tried it, but the more I read about the experience reports and how closely it related to other spiritual experiences the more I realised it was something I had to try myself. I’m still at the early stages of experimentation but there’s no desperate rush

welcome; it was an enjoyable read. i like the way you phrased and articulated things and i'm especially impressed that you have experience with individuals going through different communication phenomenons.

anyways; hope to see you around in the chat

Hi and welcome,
I find your avatar picture deeply disturbing joke
Why do you fear death if you don't mind me asking? I hear this quite often.
My thinking is, look how many have gone before you, plus we go in a relaxed trance like state, hopefully .
Your experience reminded me of when I first started, I heard a voice telling me, "its ok relax" and it wasn't me saying that.

PS, I commend you on your job.

Hello & welcome Olympian!

I hope you're able to find out whatever it is that you're wanting to find out.

As for me, the deeper into the psychedelic realm I've wandered, the more questions I have & the answers become few & far between. I have learned to be at peace with this.

Safe travels to you!