Nipped in for a registration, just want to say hi.
Shall update this post with more detail in time..
But just though I'd poke my head in for now. So hey, great to be here and thanks for having me.
Looks like a great warm community.
EDIT 1: (Intro)
So I was brought forth here during a rediscovery phase of my current existence. Much time was spent in early days with psychedelics close to heart but slowly and surely the path was to veer and branch as it does..
Altered consciousnesses were always a point of interest but the direction was turning to the darker path of the other molecules many of which new that have been tied with material gain and statuses.
Now access to psychedelics is not unheard of, but the urge was no longer as it was in the younger years - something about the loss of precious sanity causing a domino effect on others was always a fear..
But - I have been fortunate to be open to meditation and the like which still kept the metaphysical interests burning, though it is the same dark substances which were seemed to be the norm around were causing a haze over the necessity of these such things.
Luckily as it does, the universe came forth with it's treasures and allowed the experience of DMT to grace me.
Now before this the most convincing visions I had experienced emanated from inhalants, ugly I know - but nitrous or in more naive reckless days - butane, were the only times that I had felt the presence of entities rather than visuals or patterns and such with fungi or acid (although I have never done any really heavy doses of either). DXM took me on a rather interesting ride during one travel, but just that once..
Now. DMT. Class of it's own. I can see its identification as being a tool as you already know..
I have only had one sub experience many moons ago and just recently experienced my first breakthrough.
Wow.
Initially it helped me redefine and reinforce my hesitation towards psychedelics again. Next I refreshed towards the pointlessness of the everyday intoxicants which aim at all things material and bring forth the vicious cycles. After these feelings were enforced then I was left at what seemed like a lobby of sorts, nothing crazy spectacular - a small but linked room of enveloping fractals.
Now as I was in awe at the basic visions which had been presented to me, a blue lady floated down to my side.
I have done some searching as to any linked reports of this same entity and came across one of 88's (if I recall the member name correctly) posts in which he mentioned a blue lady with a sweeping metal helmet - this described her pretty much I believe. He also mentioned the viewpoint as being third person during his experiences, this was the same during my breakthrough - also it was more the presence of the entity that struck awe and her emotions towards me rather than all else that was being presented during the time.
She spoke to me and said:
'Ahhh you have finally come'
'We have been waiting for you'
'You finally made it here'
Then she cradled me like a baby - I could literally feel as if I was at mothers breast again - like I was home. Not in the sense that I belonged there in that realm explicitly but that I was once again connected.
Left teary eyed and unsure when to say bye to this lovely energy who was still cradling me in her arms - I believe recalling her say at this point 'It's ok you can go now'.
Anyway - humbling experience, which helped clear the fog on just a few aspects which were getting rather hazy..
Shall return with some pics on the next edit. And if you did read up to here, cheers - hope it was at least a bit entertaining
This account and the posts derived from it are all journaled accounts of tales and experiences which were dreamt of by a dirty old hornbag called TheDongOfTheNorthStar. Each fictitious text and image will be kept as it was relayed, although dates and days may have been skewed during recollection.