Hey everyone, I'm new here. I've been on the chat a few times so I suppose I have broken the water. I want to discover the capability of these amazing compounds. We certainly could use some help while undertaking such a tremendous task. I have begun with Syrian Rue and Acacia Confusa in 00 vege caps. I tell you what, I never thought it could be that easy. I have had 3 very successful sessions and one that resulted in nothing, despite having the heaviest dose. I attribute the failure to non-ground Rue. I took a shortcut from crushing the seeds since they were harder than diamond it seemed with a tiny little mortar and pestle. My successful sessions did have crushed Rue, so I believe this is an important part of the process.

I had read some posts about roasting Rue, so I figured I would give it a try. First of all I think raw Rue seeds smell like funky cocoa, but that's just me. When you roast this stuff on a skillet at low heat, it starts to smell delicious I tell you, nutty and scrumptious. I roasted it to the point where I could hear it begin to crackle just a little bit. I took the roasted Rue off the heat to cool down and to my amazement the stuff crushed down into powder almost instantly. I believe this will accelerate the process of preparation.

The next part obviously is trying this new creation. So I will report back on that in soon time.

Thanks,

Rezzyhooch

Here's a follow up post with some links to before and after roasting.

http://imgur.com/iKMYiOQ

This link above shows the pre roast in the larger bowl and the after roast in the smaller one. The lighting wasn't great on this one but I think you get the picture.

http://imgur.com/BSFTgzD

Mmm roasty. This link above just shows a larger bowl filled with roasty goodness.

I will report the goods later.

Well everyone, I broke through. To say that wasn't the most traumatic, healing, introspective, single most defining point of my life would be an absolute understatement. What ended up being around 10 grams of Acacia and 5 grams of Rue impacted me in ways I would have never wanted to have known. From the time of my last post to now I was in a completely different realm of imagining. I would say that was the hardest 5 hours I could ever possibly endure. I believe I wen't through another rebirth and I am so happy to have my sanity back on this ground.

I am going to have to sign off for a while to process this experience. I will try to leave some words of advice for any readers of this. First, roasty rue is a fire cracker and cannot be tamed. You really have to be careful with this stuff, nothing can prepare you for it. Second, you have to remember that you will come back to reality. Lastly I think this is obvious to any seasoned veterans, keep the good fight going.

Thanks all,

Rezzyhooch

Holy what.

Traumatic and healing at the same time? Do I want to touch that paradox?
Or am I already experiencing it? o.O

Happy integrating.