Welcome, myth. Don't be scared, it's more of a journey than a destination...
Personally, I wouldn't focus on perfecting crystals straight off. They're not necessary, especially if you feel bad about the perfectly good non-crystal spice you extract, when it will do just fine...!
On the other hand, mobiles are chatterboxes when it comes to browsing history etc
“I sometimes marvel at how far I’ve come - blissful, even, in the knowledge that I am slowly becoming a well-evolved human being - only to have the illusion shattered by an episode of bad behaviour that contradicts the new and reinforces the old. At these junctures of self-reflection, I ask the question: “are all my years of hard work unraveling before my eyes, or am I just having an episode?” For the sake of personal growth and the pursuit of equanimity, I choose the latter and accept that, on this journey of evolution, I may not encounter just one bad day, but a group of many.”
― B.G. Bowers
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