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Hello! I need some help about my recent experience. I took 3 blotters of acid and after about an hour began to feel intence panic. It felt like if i made some irrevercible mistake and lost something forever. There were no exact reasons for that but it felt very scary. After i lied on bed and had some coloured visions and different thoughts. I did not lost consciousness or fall asleep but when i stood up several cabinets changed their place and even my bed were moved. I grown salvia divinorum plant in this room. It was crashed and the soil and pot pieces were everythere. Also there were strange patterns on the walls and the floor like i never saw before(i took mushrooms and lsd many times in my life). I saw little worms inside this patterns, they moved and looked so real. It was totally insane. Has anybody experienced something like that or lost memory on psychedelics?
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Hmmm. sounds like you either never had LSD before, or never had that much of it before. Three blotters is a lot... LSD can be scary stuff, especially if it catches you off guard or unprepared. The visuals and disorientation in a familiar space seem normal though, just regular LSD experiences. Next time take care to make sure you are in a positive state of mind and in good company... perhaps things will go better.
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that sounds about right. Your always able to grab something from your trips(emotionally) and some something's will become clear to you but its common to forget what that was.I recommend keeping a journal or voice recorder
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Baars wrote:Hello! I need some help about my recent experience. I took 3 blotters of acid and after about an hour began to feel intence panic. It felt like if i made some irrevercible mistake and lost something forever. There were no exact reasons for that but it felt very scary. After i lied on bed and had some coloured visions and different thoughts. I did not lost consciousness or fall asleep but when i stood up several cabinets changed their place and even my bed were moved. I grown salvia divinorum plant in this room. It was crashed and the soil and pot pieces were everythere. Also there were strange patterns on the walls and the floor like i never saw before(i took mushrooms and lsd many times in my life). I saw little worms inside this patterns, they moved and looked so real. It was totally insane. Has anybody experienced something like that or lost memory on psychedelics? Yeah sounds like it hit you hard & unexpectedly & you paniced a bit. The first time i got real lsd blotters i was very young & stupid. I gobbled 3 right off the bat & left consensus reality then embarassed myself pretty bad. In front of 4 friends, i ended up rolling in the grass with no pants on muttering jibberish. The trip was great. But the embarassment on hearing about it was horrible. Lsd can be extremely potent when it's good. Be careful, titrate your dosage. Your trip was or at least seems very mild compared to my mistake & i'd not reccommend a trip like that to anybody.
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All I take from this is "take your nice entheogenic plants outside, give em a little water and sun, and leave said plants outside if one intends to trip balls"
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I laughed at that ^^
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hehe. yeh one acid should suffice. i always goto some other dimension shit when i have more than one. "Anonymous around the mouse, hyperspace black ops in my house, A technical itch you can't ignore, viral like that magic spore, Laced in life like a blockchain, special characters around my name, They got game like Nintendo flow, it's always the same you will know, I can't be pinned down like a Q-Bit, my architecture all neuromorphic, On the roof if the internet had one, fire escape's fibre optic dragon." Onepacman
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On higher dosages, the ego can go into a "fight or flight" state, this is resistance to the experience and as a result can cause some undesirable effects. Learn to simply sit with, observe, witness and experience the reality for what it is, to not attempt to change, assert dominance, or resist the experience. I used to question surrendering. "What do i surrender to" i'd ask, and the answer is, to the present moment, to the sound and sensations, to the spaciousness, the ego freaks out at the idea of space and emptiness, because there, it does not exist, and so it will resist it at all costs.
Learn how to meditate and your experiences will change to the most beautiful, profound reality with insight beyond words.
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Since the OP stated he/she has used LSD and shrooms many times in their life, it seems odd to me that they'd disassociate from 3 tabs of blotter LSD. I've personally never heard of this happening, where someone unconsciously trashed their room because their tripping so hard. Do you think it's possible it was an NBOMe sold as acid? Had you done any drugs w/in the 24 hours beforehand? Always good to have a sitter/friend with you.
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It was not nbome for sure as it works sublingval. Yes i took lsd many many times before and at the beginnig it was very familar to my usuall trips and started very soon. I had mandrake root and salvia but dont know whether i used them or not.
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Baars wrote:It was not nbome for sure as it works sublingval. Yes i took lsd many many times before and at the beginnig it was very familar to my usuall trips and started very soon. I had mandrake root and salvia but dont know whether i used them or not. Nbome's are active sublingually. They are not active orally. Swallowing blotters will confirm at the very least that they are not nbome's. Test them. I've seen dead heads fooled by rc's. Acid now is a different game with all the rc's that fit on blotter going around & a hotspot could be lethal. The effects sound lsd like, but as stated above, an experienced user should not behave that way in that state & something seems strange.
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I've done LSD quite a few time now, the most blotters i have taken in one sitting is 6, and then another 4, about 3.5 hours later. this was acid from a batch I was familiar with so I was confident in the dose of the blotters. I do not recommend this with any new acid you have not done before. I spent the duration in the forest with 2 close friends. I can say this was a tame experience compared to one I had about 6 months later on new years from 1 blotter and 500 mg of shrooms. totally took me out of my body. at one point I was laying on the flow crying for about 20 minutes. a friend pokes me and asked are you alright? i looked over and start asking him why, i feel great. he informed me i was ranting and crying on the floor. i had no clue, it was incredible hahaha
my point being regardless of the user experience, the medicine will do its work. and some times i think its going to be more intense, from a variety of factors, emotional state, diet, smoking and drinking habits.
I find my diet is the source of my frantic and harrowing journeys. when my diet consist of junk like pizza and french fries, i typically have a manic episode during a session, with experience though, you do learn to just observe these, even if it means they still happens.
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concombres wrote:Baars wrote:It was not nbome for sure as it works sublingval. Yes i took lsd many many times before and at the beginnig it was very familar to my usuall trips and started very soon. I had mandrake root and salvia but dont know whether i used them or not. Nbome's are active sublingually. They are not active orally. Swallowing blotters will confirm at the very least that they are not nbome's. Test them. I've seen dead heads fooled by rc's. Acid now is a different game with all the rc's that fit on blotter going around & a hotspot could be lethal. The effects sound lsd like, but as stated above, an experienced user should not behave that way in that state & something seems strange. You're spot on. Last year I'd come across some blotters we were told were LSD. We'd later found out it was actually 25c-nbome (1100mcg) - further down the track. I'd suspected it wasn't what it should be as the onset was far too quick for LSD with markedly different effects. Difficulty breathing, racing pulse, strobe light vision, I honestly thought I would have a seizure right there. This lasted for 8+ hours. When it comes to substances It's best to tread very cautiously and slowly and know what the substance is, test it, test it, test it! Don't trust people's word. Thankfully I'd only ingested around 1/4 of a blotter which was enough to cause a really unpleasant experience in a very short space of time. These RC's tend to be active in very tiny amounts which can be pretty intense. Keeping this type of thing in mind I really don't recommend anyone just drop 3 blotters of acid at once. Irrespective of how conditioned or experienced a person may think they are. Quality and concentrations can vary drastically across a sheet depending how it was laid and if at all laid properly. While psychedelics may be insightful in the correct context, that context fails to exist if you're not longer breathing.
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Set and setting. Breathe. Enjoy. Learn and integrate. Evolve. Repeat. "In the universe there is an immeasurable, indescribable force which shamans call intent, and absolutely everything that exists in the entire cosmos is attached to intent by a connecting link." ~Carlos Castaneda
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Suspected culprit is the salvia in my opinion, that stuff can stay in your system and effect future trips.. What your describing seems sort of like salvia mentality when it feels like something irreversible has been done, also the visuals can be intensified greatly by previous salvia use so that kinda explains the whole worms inside fractal visions
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It sounds to me like you might not have been in a completely satisfied state of mind in regards to your personal being, because for the longest time I found that if I wasn't happy with who I was as a person, then I'd have that feeling of making some sort of mistake and "losing something permanently." What's even weirder is that the feeling of "I screwed up/I should be doing something important right now" was much more prevalent for me when I was taking a tryptamine. Perhaps the answer is to take care of anything that is bothering you mentally prior to tripping, whatever it may be. As for what happened with your dressers, room, and plants, it sounds to me like you panicked. Perhaps you moved stuff around because it made sense to your trippy self at the time, otherwise my only suggestion is to take a lower dose (or the same dose with a sitter) and keep that yummy salvia outdoors if you can I hope this helps
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Hmmmmmm.....Something seems strange to me about this report... I've partaken in thousands of LSD trips; many of them massive, heroic doses that I would never suggest anyone else partake of. I have never experienced anything like the OP here is stating. Me thinks that some of the posters on this thread may be correct in that you may have actually ingested some other RC that somebody said was LSD but wasn't. This goes to show that if you aren't familiar with the batch, take it slow & easy at first! Peace. Freedom's so hard When we are all bound by laws Etched in the scheme of nature's own hand Unseen by all those who fail In their pursuit of fate
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Sayaq wrote:Since the OP stated he/she has used LSD and shrooms many times in their life, it seems odd to me that they'd disassociate from 3 tabs of blotter LSD. I've personally never heard of this happening, where someone unconsciously trashed their room because their tripping so hard. Do you think it's possible it was an NBOMe sold as acid? Had you done any drugs w/in the 24 hours beforehand? Always good to have a sitter/friend with you. Agreed his report actually didn't sound anything like LSD to me. If your religion, faith, devotion, or self proclaimed spirituality is not directly leading to an increase in kindness, empathy, compassion and tolerance for others then you have been misled.
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theghettomaster wrote:Suspected culprit is the salvia in my opinion, that stuff can stay in your system and effect future trips.. What your describing seems sort of like salvia mentality when it feels like something irreversible has been done, also the visuals can be intensified greatly by previous salvia use so that kinda explains the whole worms inside fractal visions Interesting... and completely believable explanation to me. I have had strong DMT experiences and then the next day smoked cannabis and with closed eye's entered right back into DMT space... so yeah I could totally get behind this kind of explanation... But without testing the blotters there just in't any way to know. If your religion, faith, devotion, or self proclaimed spirituality is not directly leading to an increase in kindness, empathy, compassion and tolerance for others then you have been misled.
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