As SWIM awaitS patiently for their lime/vinegar/mhrb to reach the proper consistency I felt a sudden calm suited for online interaction.

I have experimented with other entheogens in an attempt to facilitate my body's natural maturing process. I have struggled all my life with symptoms of depression and ADHD. I attribute this to a lack of maturity in my prefrontal coterx rather than an overal hardwiring failure. It seems to get as time moves on though I am 24 and can see a lot of progress to be made. Progress that normal everyday activities have failed to produce. I eat healthy, have a very health almost too healthy body weight and remain quite interactive socially in person and online. I have quit caffeine and other drugs I have deemed unnecessary for myself. So I am ready for another break through. Last time being LSD about 3 years ago.

Nothing has ever been able to give me a better grasp upon my self than self reflection in a hallucinogenic or psychadellic state.

I am also always amazed by how long the effects tend to last. I have already come to terms with the fact that certain parts of my brain are unlike others but even though I can accept it, it still affects my daily life.

SWIM is ready to experimented with DMT. They have always had a knack for hallucinogens and DMT seems to have the greater overall net affect.

I'd like to reiterate that I will not be using DMT in any way. DMT will help guide SWIM into a self reflective state in which I can face my problems on an internal rather than external level.

As for researching this stuff, ha. It is my greatest goal to understand all that I can.

Welcome !

Sounds like you've come here with good intentions; you will be very welcome here as I have found.

Just be sure to realise that DMT is another level to LSD, the effects are very brief compared to LSD but nothing will prepare you for the shear intensity and chaos of your first break through !

Good luck !

If you need any help with anything I'm happy to help, but there are members here in a much better position than me to give you advice.

Thanks for the welcome! I pointed out LSD because it was with that drug that I had my first breakthrough with. DOI was the closest I have been.

No worries, always good to see new members with a real good intention, enjoy the site; everyone here is very helpful - but try and do some research of your own before asking for advice as this will help you become more self sufficient

Welcome to the nexus!