Hello Nexians!
I have be browsing this website for about 2 years since I first discovered DMT. I have found fantastic information and I appreciate you all. I would like to talk about my experiences with DMT and how I feel my life goals bleed in.
I attempted to make DMT using basic chemistry 7/2014. I believe I did the last step wrong, as the white crystals disappeared in the light - I should have left in dark.
I have talked with different people and asked about their experiences. These people have also influenced me to seek more information and knowledge. 1. James recalls smoking spice 8th grade, and once he took a breakthrough hit he remembers saying "Everything is one".
2. Brady is a friend who has tried it multiple times. He said the other side is "such a happy place" with the 1000 yard stare and a longful smile. I smoked DMT with him twice, which I will discuss below.
3. I met Connor a few days ago, and I could tell this kid had done some type of psychedelic before asking him. His personality flowed with kindness, open-mindedness, and acceptance. Then again, he comes off as a modern day hippie!
He said he smoked DMT but did not breakthrough.
4. John is my closest friend. We began our psychedelic journey together. We tried 25i (never again), progressing to pure LSD multiple times, and plans to try others. We plan to travel to South America to do ayahuasca, only because we will be close to large diversity of life in the rain forest. He is more brave when it comes to trying new things. He wants to try combinations, for example, lsd + dmt + fat dab. I found some information of safe combinations so we know which ones NOT to do to avoid dying.
5. Hippie guy at hippie store - He gave off the vibe he had done some type of psychedelic. He made a comment I was the only person he met that puts a straight line through the credit card signature (paper copy). He does the same because it doesn't matter and fancy signature are part of the ego (deep thought here lol
) You can just tell sometimes. Turns out my gut feeling was right. My cousin met him a few days later and somehow DMT got brought up. He talked about his first experience, saying his chakras filled up and he was full of energy. He also "blasts" people off for free if he likes them. Now, my cousin assures me we can try it together with him.
My DMT experience:End of last year I had the opportunity to try some DMT with my friend Brady. I was nervous yet feeling prepared. I was in the passenger seat of a car listening to some relaxing music. We smoked it out of an apple pipe. It took me about 10 minutes to finally take the hit once it was in my hands. I took 2 big hits and started to feel it. My awareness had become more than myself, I felt larger. I could start to hear the "rip in the vacuum" but remained present. I could see the blocked energy in my hands as I stretched and popped my joints. I could see some geometric visuals but did not breakthrough. My heard POUNDED while I sat in the car. I smoked some more alone in my room later that night. I basically wasted it all trying again and again, only feeling reality start to disappear briefly. I smoked some weed afterwards to relax and go to sleep.
I tried to smoke some the following week. I was in a car with 3 friends (Brady, John, Calvin) I got closer than I did before but could not breakthrough. John took 1 large hit and had a positive experience. He was filled with joy from his childhood memories and was laughing with joy. My current plan is to smoke some more with the hippie guy with John and my cousin sometime before summer. My other friends who want to try it plan to do it over the summer at a music festival.
I have some questions:Has anyone smoked DMT while looking at plants? or some other life? What do you see? Can you see the lifeforce/energy of the plant?
Is it easier to breakthrough when you are dosed with LSD? John thinks it will be easier since anxiety will be reduced and the state of mind is higher.
I have people encouraging and guiding me to try DMT, and others are absolutely against it. I do not care to change the opnions of people who aren't willing, but would like to convince a close friend of mine who could benefit from it. What should I say to have a person understand how DMT can help someone in personal development, dealing with suppressed memories, or give a new view on reality itself. I understand it is not for everyone and others take more time to prepare.
Also, does DMT affect the energy we associate with Kundalini? Just curious is there is a link, or they are separate.
Reasons for DMT:I want this experience because I believe it will change me, allowing for further personal development. It can shine a light on myself to identify things deep within I have forgotten or chose to ignore. I want to life close to nature and my future career is horticulture.
I am eager to hear your responses. Oh, and I now know the reason I didn't breakthrough was because I didn't light the DMT properly and I did not take big hits. Next time I will do it out of a bong. If I am posting something wrong or you see suggestions please feel free to positively suggest them.
TalkingStarDust