Around 15 years ago psychedelics crossed my way and I am still very thankful to be accompanied by them. Mushrooms have been my greatest teacher for this periode and I cultivate and collect them since more than 10 years. I am donating sporeprints to fsre.nl to help keeping the variety of different genetics alive and to support other growers.

I feel very familiar with this organism and I love to form a symbiosis with them. On one hand I like their cosmic laughing, their organicness and their infinite connectivity transmitting properties, on the other hand I am really into their deep, dark and untamed character who can take me on a journey far beyond. Let’s say, we are like best mates.

Furthermore, I am experienced in LSD and mescalin (extracted from my homegrown cacti) and I also tried different other psychotropic substances.

During the last years I read and heard more and more about the tryptamine DMT and ayahuasca, but all my former attempts to get in contact or to produce ayahuasca by myself failed. As soon as I stopped craving, the alcaloid came to me last summer and I had the chance to vaporize it for at least 2 times. However, with this 2 hits I got a glimpse of the DMT experience and I knew, that we are friends already and are going to meet again in life.

So this is where I am, collecting the last requirements for my first N,N-DMT extraction (ACRB Tek by Earthwalker) and happy to be part of this community.

Current research interests:
*Psilohuasca (I just got the peganum harmala seeds but didn‘t try them now)
*N,N-DMT-extraction

Love spreading greetings, tseuq

Welcome to the nexus, Earthwalkers tek is a good one to start with, follow it to a tee and you shouldn't be disappointed. Enjoy the community and the wealth of information this site has to offer.

Thank you Spaced Out 2,

I am translating the Tek to german, because I am part of a german speaking mushroom community where I want to share this great stuff (source by dmt-nexus; Earthwalker), and still looking for the right equipement, like turkey braster or pipette. Also because my stove is working with gas, I think of doing the extraction at my friends house, safety first!

I will report about my extraction experience and the crystalized DMT-alkaloids!

Love, tseuq

Yes always safety first, might I recommend using a long pipette (glass), instead of a turkey baster, I tried a baster and found the hole was too big and when I pulled it out of the solvent it would all come back out before I could get it out of the jug. Other than that just take your time and best of luck.

I am ...

... the truth
... the alpha and omega

My frequency as human being is 0 (0 correspondes to infinity, my true essence) and I am burning in ultra high resolution in this eternal moment. The frequency corresponds to my awake moments. Time is my tool, because I am the mastermind, the creator and destroyer of my realities. What is mine, is ours, because I am.

If anyone and/or something is looking for me, I am here, till the end of my human experience and far beyond!

I generate and share techniques which raise the "here-and-now awareness". I am the bug in the matrix, furthermore I am the matrix and it is my game, my riddle, my invention, I am.

In my experience, the separation/distration of myself (the resolution/frequency of my aware self) gets enhanced by impurities in my self. The robot world (tells me what I have to be, eat, love, fear,.. etc.) wants to impure my awareness, it wants to take away my freedom by suggestions. I learn the games of the robots and use them for my purposes. What ever I do and how ever I decide arises within myself, in every moment in which I am aware and free of suggestions.

I am standing still, things come to me. While I am human exerpience I generate highest purities in every possible form.

Who's awake and shares the "here and now" with me?


Love tseuq full on forever!

PS. Sharing is my passion and greatets joy!

PPS. Tomorrow never comes, so I am the change I wanna see in the world, now!

PPPS. This posting is my original introductionpost in the nexus. I am happy to be in contact. Namaste.

My idea of integration:

Everything I experience as awareness is a part of me and forms my reality. I don't worry to forget, as long I do/think/feel/.. it with my awake mind, I am.

Every trip, every bite of food and every action I do are part of me and although I defecate material or a situation comes to an end, the information stays in my system. Thus I am every trip, every bite of food and every action I experienced in this life, everything (I) is (am) here, nothing gets lost. I am the ongoing transformation.

The robot world tries focus my attention on strange goals and ideas and wants to steal my life, my freedom and tries to rape me. They want to make me believe, that my truth is wrong, that I am wrong. The robots try to rush me, what leads to unconciousness. The robots want to bind my attention to illusions, by creating strange needs and promoting the illusion of seperation and fear, which should be alleviated by fullfilling these new strange needs. The robot world wants to teach me, to rape myself.

Therefore, I can only move in this world as fast as I can focus my attention. The moment is infinite, I am the moment. As human being, I experience infinity with my awareness, thereby, the higher my frequency (the awake moments) to slower time moves. I am such a high frequency that I can see sound, the vibrations of the atoms and experience the space inbetween, I am the hyperspace. Eventhough time is standing still, in my human form I can only reduce the speed of time with my awareness to a minimum.

I recognize and let go, I know, it is already part of me, I am. I am the validation of myself. I live in the here and now, that means I speak of me in the here and now, think in the here and now and take influence in the here and now. I am the here and now, together will all the other awake lifeforms.
In the here and now, I concentrate on things I want and I design them as specific and simple as possible (f.e. "I don't want war" vs. "I am peace" ) . Language is my tool and I am everything I experience, unexceptional, even through language. Thus I create only highest and purest quality in every form of reality and feed it to my system, which is our system (matrix), I am connected, I am we. I act central and think global.


I am stuck in the peak and don't drop out anymore.

I imagine myself, I am, Namaste.

If by 'the robot world' you mean western culture, I like that phrase. Keep integrating or be living death! You seem to have it down... Welcome to the Nexus

If you are already that familiar with mushrooms, I am sure you are more than equipped to deal with anything ayahuasca or DMT is going to show you. Psilocybin is highly underrated and just as potent, profound and healing as DMT or ayahuasca. When you add harmalas to mushrooms it becomes very very similar to ayahuasca, though even alone mushrooms can be nearly identical to ayahuasca. For myself, mushrooms are often the deeper of the two.

Welcome to the nexus.

Thank you for welcoming me.

@Orion;Yyes, I am living death and birth at it's same time, I am.


@jamie; When I find the nexus, I start digging for the N,N-DMT with Earthwalkers Tek. I experience my "becoming a human being" in my first hyperspace visit.

If someone/something is searching for me, I am (here).

love tseuq

Before I human set up a concept about myself, I kneel down, pick up the mushroom from the ground, eat it and meet/become god, I am.

Welcome tseuq!!!

Peace be with all of us, here & now.

@Doc Buxin; Thank you, I create the here and now together with all of you awake beings.


love tseuq

Today I am celebrating my 2nd anniversary on the nexus.

I learned a lot and nothing at all.

Now, when I recall my spiritual search, it seems that it ended years back in my mid twenties, after years of avoidance, neglection and suffering, when "quest" died and "tseuq" remained. Since then, no "new" wisdom came across my way but in the last 2 years, the matter of DMT brought a whole new depth and insight in understanding the non-understanding.

I really enjoy this community and I am having a f**** great time.

Thank you!

There is only one, this right here and now.

Om, tseuq

" You are the future, live in the moment"- AK of The Underachievers