Im thinking what to do in this vacation after Xmas. I want to plan a life-changing trip. It's been a while since I had so much free time without stress. I need to make use of this opportunity.
I am thinking Harmalas, DMT insufflation (not specifically pharmahuasca, coconut tek). While starting with a decent amount of Mescaline. The Pharmahuasca is taken after the initial stomach discomfort produced by Mescaline has passed. Any thoughts? Also thinking of doing LSD+Mushroom combo the day after. Just for fuck's sake! (and to avoid harmala interactions) This should become interesting, especially after just doing a trip. Such prolonged periods of (succesfull) dosing is new territory for me.
Any suggestions for tasty foods that i can eat this week to sustain myself without eating too many poisons. Mescaline and Harmalas both have a hard interaction with this stuff. I want to make sure that what i'm vomiting is spiritual stuff not biscuits.
La dieta is not everything, me thinks. A lot of the discomfort brought forward by Mescaline and Harmalas is not only limited to food interactions. My experiences make this very clear.
If anyone has any experience with this, I am having headaches that I want to get rid of for good. I can literally not enjoy MDMA because of this. Just results in headache. Cannabis is a similar hickup but it results in a blood-eye in the exact part of my head that always hurts first. Harmalas seemed to bring this out in the one time that I tried harmalas. It was a psychedelic dose of freebase. I also got some pretty spectular brain zaps. It's not painful but it's like a 1 sec view into the insides of a nebula and then it's gone. This was in combination with a low-medium dose ketamine, people have reported hickups with the breathing system in this combination (House?). I did not. But that is more or less what I got from my one time taking Mescaline alone, intense breathing difficulties. But in a good way, yet scary..
It seems that without the harmalas to produce brain zaps I can just get a constant pain in my head by the same mechanism. And when I take harmalas it has a way of channeling it and it results in brain zaps. I suppose the brain zaps are preferred. I also had a spectaculair body jolt after taking low dose ketamine hours after an LSD session but this isn't neccesarily relevant to my question. I think it just goes to show you that NMDA antagonism directs this zap more-so towards the body. It only happens when I decide to rest, lay still and direct "energy/warmth".. Body jolts.
Anyway, today after taking 3-meo-pcp (not during the trip, but after) I have noticed a warmth sensation in a particular chakra while thinking of things to say during conversation, something related to my own will for example produces a warmth in my third chakra etc. This awareness feels pretty good where it not for the fact that maintaining this focuspoint or awareness in my chakras resulted in headache, It doesn't really seem to matter where it is focused. Although, a slight unusual pressure was felt in my brow area but that's about it. I always thought the Chakras where a system that you can fill equally but just now I guess I realized that a single focuspoint/warmth travels through the chakra points in the body as you make use of it.
Normally a pressure in my brows is felt quite prominently during a 3-meo-pcp trip.But this time was different. I never felt it during the trip. The headspace during the trip was more lighter, sociable and enjoyable. Most likely because energy found a channel to sort of direct to and not get blocked in the brow.. Imo. Irrelevant but I believed my initial dosings with PCP helped open up this channel.
So yea.. Coming back to DMT. It produced warmth in me when i tried it after months of abstinence. And a huge sort of liquid lava noted in my brain . As if I could see this (It was DMT after all so this shoulden't be so strange). Also I traveled to my chest area and it showed me some "dead-looking things" it actually looked a lot like fat. I guess I was traveling through my Chakras. I very much noted a lot of intense pain in my chest area for the last couple of months and it was very prominent with my first time taking 3-meo-pcp. This was after this DMT trip so who knows how things have changed.
Anyway, Just want to make sure I know what I'm getting into
.. If here there is anyone who knows what i'm talking about give me a heads up. Otherwise, just recommend me some foods please cus i'm starving, hah! I literally can't think of stuff to eat that is not in some way tainted by commercial needs.