Hello all! This is my first time joining a forum that so heavily encourages professionalism, so should probably apologize in advance for any potential awkwardness on that front. For that matter, I'm rather new to DMT and psychedelics in general; but this definitely seems like the best place to be when it comes to pursuing the spice intelligently and safely, so I promise to learn and get to contributing on a less noobish level as quickly as I can
I happened upon my first DMT experience roughly a month ago, smoking a small dose through a bong. This was actually my first psychedelic experience (ignoring THC), and it definitely wasn't as powerful or vivid as I had always imagined psychedelics to be (curse you, Yellow Submarine and the absurdly high expectations you have set!), but my interest was quickly piqued. I've smoked it roughly 6 times since to varying degrees of success, but it has almost always been a wonderfully useful learning experience - epiphanies abound in hyperspace, eh?
I've never been a very imaginative person... I find it difficult (often impossible) to picture things in my head, and my dreams usually elude me - for a while I was convinced that I wasn't even dreaming visually (rather the experience would come in the form of "thoughts".) but I'm not sure if that's really the case to be honest. Lately I've put a lot more effort into developing this aspect of my being, and I definitely feel like I'm getting somewhere.
My greatest joy in life is in understanding; adding to my holistic worldview as regularly and efficiently as I can through constant outro-and-introspection. One of the most important lessons I have taken from my recent DMT-usage was one of humility, but it's only made me more eager to learn. I hope that someday I'll be able to confidently share my opinions with my fellow man and contribute to a better experience for all!
![Very happy](/forum/images/emoticons/grin.png)
Huh. Suppose brevity isn't my strong suit either - wonder if there's an entheogen for that?
P.S. I originally stumbled upon the Nexus while researching the extraction process. All of my spice usage so far has been through purchased product, but further reading quickly turned me off of smoking product that I know nothing about. My next port of call was to
REMOVED , but I've decided to abandon that plan as well (ty nexus stickies!). I suppose my only option is to grow something myself, but it's rather intimidating and I've nearly no idea where to get started >_>
stumble out of bed and fumble to the kitchen,
pour myself a cup of ambition
and yawn
and stretch
and if I never make it home today, god bless