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In the "could EVERYTHING be alive?" thread spinCycle wrote:DeMenTed wrote:I disagree with the shoe thing. I had a deep meaningful subconscious conversation with a shoe on dmt, true story  Well, a shoe has a sole... ^___^
<Ringworm>hehehe, it's all fun and games till someone loses an "I"
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Barry
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hug46 wrote: It makes far more sense to me that DMT is made in the eyes. When you take DMT, you see weird things
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Two pieces of gold: *oneironaut* wrote:DMT is a future without a past
Salvia is a .... Salvia is a .... Salvia is a .... Salvia is a ....
LSD is a black and white TV in color.
MDMA is a fluffy pink marshmallow with a crunchy center.
N20 did you see the size of that chicken?
Shrooms are similes made of smilies.
Datura is a sleepy Devil smoking cigarettes in your grandmas bed SpaceSeek wrote:Salvia is like being a crayon in a little kid's pre-school. So much color and fun. But how did you get here? And why are you a crayon? "Science without religion is lame. Religion without science is blind" - Albert Einstein
"The Mighty One appears, the horizon shines. Atum appears on the smell of his censing, the Sunshine- god has risen in the sky, the Mansion of the pyramidion is in joy and all its inmates are assembled, a voice calls out within the shrine, shouting reverberates around the Netherworld." - Egyptian Book of the Dead
"Man fears time, but time fears the Pyramids" - 9th century Arab proverb
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This thread makes me realize how many good members don't post anymore  RebornInSmoke wrote:Daedaloops wrote;
”Funny that you mention salvia in the same post, for me salvia is like the ultimate substance that shows you how uncomfortable any clothing is. No matter how loose the clothing, when I smoke salvia, it without exception makes anything that's touching my body feel like SANDPAPER. Also it makes me sweat alot.
So my salvia sessions is just me in my undies. I stopped going all the way naked because of one traumatic experience where my penis merged with my chin, and I felt like a retarded mutant who was forced to live his life with his face next to his balls..." cyb wrote:daedaloops wrote:Here's a rough example on how my salvia trip can start out:
"Hmm, things are getting weird, what is that thing over there, hmm, this is a bit too much, what should I do, I'm just gonna hold on tight, wait, hold on tight, what, hold on right, hold mold on right, hold + told / mold = tight * right? hold + old * old^wait * hmm = what = what = what = what = what..."
Which is followed by a very bizarre realm where the glitching thought train is transformed into a very intense action music and the local entities are singing and laughing at you with an insane and violent sense of humour.
Here's a rough example on how my dmt trip can start out:
"Hmm, things are getting weird, I can't feel my body, I feel like an alien, this is so familiar, just gonna close my eyes, oh my god what is that, that is so familiar, so beautiful, WHAT IS THAT, OH MY GOD THATS -- HOLY S-- NO!! REALLY?!? *%$& HOW COULD I FORGET!! @$£*#&*% OOOooOOOooooOOOO"
Which is followed by alot of extra-meaningful, jaw-on-the-floor moments, transcending abstractions, becoming universes, etc..  Some of the funniest and accurate posts from this member. Speaking of accuracy, gibran's leitmotif of Salvia is my signature.
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3rdI wrote:The price is not nice but for spice only a precise device will suffice. Art Van D'lay wrote:Smoalk. It. And. See.
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Eliteus wrote:SWIM and i go way back Lol. Art Van D'lay wrote:Smoalk. It. And. See.
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eat your jungle oats
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Doodazzle wrote:
"We don't take too kindly to our good nike daughters runnin' round with no pepsi boys".
With every great plan comes the pleasure of patience. Take a rest, and grab a suckle off the teat of life!
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eat your jungle oats
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Jin wrote:just a week back something similar happened to me
i was stoned out of my mind and could'nt resist taking a nap , anyways suddenly after some time i entered the sleep paralysis state , being extremely stoned i could not fight it this time like i always do when i experience this
this time i quickly jumped up from my bed hoping to fight the sleep paralysis like usual , instead i was out of my body , somehow i had no control because of being stoned perhaps , next thing i know i am being pulled upwards towards the sky , the funny part is i was hanging upside down and being pulled with my feet towards he sky , i remember holding onto my bed as to not fly away , and then i woke up
i have been trying to quit smoking after that , do i really need to quit cannabis to achieve this ?
lol sorry Jin I just found it hilarious  With every great plan comes the pleasure of patience. Take a rest, and grab a suckle off the teat of life!
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gibran2 wrote:SKA wrote:It is true what I thought. So many of you are confirming it.
What I thought was: "Aren't the things DMT have showed me actually disturbing inner peace? "
I came there looking for answers. Answers that could possibly give me more understanding of the true nature of this
reality. Asnwers we've all gotten: Answers we can completely not comprehend. Answers that are pretty much useless and in the end bring more questions in return.
I found this to be true for all psychedelics. Sometimes they've given me some deep insight into my own psyche. And into the general psyche of the human being. But ultimately they've raised more philosphical questions than they've answered.
I've long seen Psychedelics as invaluable tools of healing, but more and more...I'm not so sure anymore.
I've witnessed the same icecold, mechanical thing that has been mentioned here countless times. It horrified me.
Much more so than the obviously evil entities: They were still recognisable as vaguely reminiscent of terrestrial beings. They had a soul and an intent( even if it was a malicious soul & intent), but this cold, alien, gigantic being has no soul at all. No emotions. No intentions.
Though my mind was open to it and thought "let's not judge this being", my heart fiercely rejected it.
I could not relate in any way to this being. I could not accept the existance of this being on an emotional level.
Not at all.
The problem with me is: I didn't forget half as much as you did, Gibran. And you too know I wish I did.
Too much sticks with me and I must admit: it's making my life very difficult to live, emotionally.
I'm having the hardest time enjoying mundane experiences like going out to dance, socialising, jamming...etc
I'm filled with a sense of futility. That it's all so purposeless and devoid of true meaning. Because I saw things that show how much of a joke, an illusion this entire reality is. I cannot remember it on a cognitive level, but the emotional aspect of the memory stuck. I feel doomed to suffer the rest of my life in boredom, claustrophobia and depression. I genuinely wonder if I can get out of this dreadfull state ever again. I'm sure as hell going to try.
More and more I'm starting to guess this is the result of my Psychedelic experiences, most notably those on DMT. I’m sorry to hear you’re having such a difficult time right now. Life changes, and someday when you least expect it, these difficulties will be behind you. At least that has been my experience time and time again. The experience I described in the original post was just one of many that I’ve had over the years. I’ve had some very life-affirming experiences, some deeply sacred journeys, and one in particular that made it clear our lives here are filled with purpose. I’ve had hilarious irreverent good times, I’ve stood face to face with my “inner-self”, I’ve seen beauty so overwhelming I had to look away, I’ve laughed, cried, and felt a few non-human emotions along the way. Once I died. Many times I’ve been reborn. The lesson learned form the experience posted here wasn’t that there is a cold indifference pervading all of existence, but rather that the human mind, the human psyche --MY psyche -- isn’t capable of understanding what really is. And that’s OK. Our time here is to learn about what is here – about what appears to be. Your deeper self already knows what really is. Everything will be revealed in its time. I gave up expecting answers to questions very early on in my psychedelic exploration. It was clear to me that that’s not what it’s all about. I’m also not sure that it’s about healing either. The DMT experience allows us to participate in the divine mystery, and to realize that we are always and have always been participating in the divine mystery. If you’re finding it hard to enjoy life these days, then seek out someone who can offer to help. If you believe that DMT use has led to this situation, then consider not using DMT. Finally, never forget the important role you play in this mystery!
<Ringworm>hehehe, it's all fun and games till someone loses an "I"
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Gir wrote:Quote:house wrote:
19:10:05 ‹house› mama aya gave me lego man eye healers I love house. Wow, that is a brilliantly creative line.
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gibran2 wrote:
DMT allows us to become aware of our participation in the divine eternal mystery.
No need for equations, formulas, quantum mechanics, tachyons, theories of anything or theories of everything. Human beings have limited cognitive capacity - there are some things that are simply beyond our grasp and understanding.
Accept this.
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omnia sunt communia!
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vovin wrote:But remember this is a place of text, a digital realm. What you say must be examined. While you may mean one thing, we cannot see your face we cannot know the person that is you from 26 letters. Things can be misconstrued, they can appear to be something other than what you mean. vovin wrote:This is not your common forum, of all the 'drugs' one can take this is one of the very few that many consider different.It is the pinnacle of mind alteration, the responsibility of this site to show the world that this is not a place of drug addicts looking to bake their minds and become a burden to society. It is here that we must stand and remove the stigma of our way. The price of this is the necessity that we maintain our philosophical and spiritual persona. We must be 'uppity' as we seek to establish an understanding that this is not a means of escape but a serious undertaking. It is not a recreational drug that will make you the cool guy at parties. vovin wrote:In the end this is a forum not about DMT, but the search for something more. The Nexus is 10% about extraction, 90% about dealing with what comes after your first breakthrough. DMT is only a step on a journey that will take a lifetime. ۩ wrote:When you start losing it and thinking DMT is this and that, you need to go sit out in a meadow and listen to some cows for a while. Wiki • Attitude • FAQThe Nexian • Nexus Research • The OHTIn New York, we wrote the legal number on our arms in marker...To call a lawyer if we were arrested. In Istanbul, People wrote their blood types on their arms. I hear in Egypt, They just write Their names. גם זה יעבור
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Man, this thread is incredible. I could probably fill a composition book with all the insightful and inspiring sentiments I have come across on this forum. Here are a few of my favorites, from the ones I have recorded thus far. Some are funny, some are very meaningful to me, others are both. jdubs wrote:I think opiate addiction stems from an inability to deal with the chattering brain. Learning to accept that it is what happens, it is the nature of conciousness (to us unenlightened ones, at least). Maybe channeling what that brings into productivity, is the key to overcoming it. Its kind of like running away from growing up, and opiates are there to avoid dealing with life. LIfes pretty good (mostly), so just drop the opiates man, and the greatest rewards you shall recieve... corpus callosum wrote:...lie back as your reality fragments in a most alarming fashion Antrocles wrote:The Seicoya elders have a strong belief that one should strive with great effort to be the EMBODIMENT of their journeys...not the ORATOR. That to talk about your visions is to "give them away" , losing the potential of allowing the lessons to absorb into the very DNA of the traveler. "Talk is cheap", in a thick jungle spanish dialect that resounds through me to this day. "Wait at least a year before you speak to anyone about what you were shown." jbark wrote:The saddest thing about me, arguably, is the steadfast belief that I believe in nothing. Could I believe otherwise, believe me I would. dreamer042 wrote:Apparently both reality and ego are fully soluble in a gaseous vapor of n,n-dimethyltryptamine. Who knew? Gibran2 wrote:If I have a headache, I have a headache. It doesn't matter if the explanation is dilating blood vessels in my brain, or muscle spasms in my shoulders, or 'stress', or psychological distress, or invisible demons pounding mallets on my brain. We don't call some headaches 'headaches' and others 'apparent headaches'. There is no such thing as an 'apparent' headache. Likewise, a mystical experience is defined as such based on the characteristics of the experience, not the source or explanation of the experience. So whether the source is 'outside' or 'inside', whether we explain the experience in mechanistic terms or not, it is still a mystical experience. There is no such thing as an 'apparent' mystical experience.
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Pandora wrote:
To me hyperspace has a shape of perfection. As I mentioned fairly recently, it is something that is smaller than a Higgs Boson, larger than the known Universe and fits in the space of my poor rounded yet lumpen skull. It is pure life and pure death. It is ultimate Heaven and horrific unimaginable Hell. It is a drop of water and the limitless universes within. It is the alienness of the self and the self attempted to be found within the unutterably alien. Exposure to it changes everything, . . . . and yet nothing has changed. Growth is found in new understandings of my smallness and the path to that personal growth, though radically laid out in hyperspace, can truly only be achieved when in the baseline integration space. etc.
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Guyomech wrote:"Integration" means, in a nutshell, that you've done something with your experience. Write about it, draw or paint about it, mountain bike about it. You'll keep recalling small things from the experience that will slot nicely into your day to day life. Trip again too soon and this stuff just gets paved over by the more recent trips. Really liked this explanation. "Energy flows where attention goes" [Please review the forum Wiki and FAQ before posting questions]
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Sorry, I accidentally posted this in the wrong section, dropthemillstone wrote:I was made aware that all humans are in a massive cycling thing which can best be described as a wheel. The wheel is fueled by our fears and yearning desires. We are all of us sort of sliding toward the center of the wheel which is liberation from suffering. The more we resist, the longer and more painful the journey. The more we release our petty preferences and give in to LOVE the more exhilarating and light the journey. It all seemed so obvious. Another part of the message was that WE WILL ALL GET THERE. ...This wheel was terrifying, but all I could think for a time was how can I get back in it. Simultaneously, I became aware of an interpenetrating layer - if you will - that I could access by calming my fear and accepting what was happening. It was a sense of floating in deep space. ...My mind was so crystal clear. Gone where the petty thoughts about this or that drudgery! I was absolutely free of suffering. I have never in my life experienced that before. My clear mind turned toward my dwarfed personality and regarded it with humorous affection. It seemed to inquire of me why I would give myself such a hard time in life. "You are good." It seemed to say. It was as if some higher me was sending an incomprensible, vast love toward a lower me. Like a loving parent does toward a child. このポストがこの時いかなるポストにも優って私の心に力ず良く迫って来たのであった。This post touched me deeply. More than I could express in English. Whenever you are immersed in compulsive thinking. You don't want to be where you are. Here, Now.
-Eckhart Tolle
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soulfood wrote:There's just something about MDMA that feels a little last night on earth hedonistic, whereas Mescaline is like feeling your body for the first time. To classify it logically I guess I'm saying that mescaline is very true to it's phenethylamine structure, whereas MDMA went to college and got its phen-diploma but fell in with a gang of meth-heads who told him that they loved him but quickly left him for dead due to his shorter half-life and the poor chaps been in denial ever since. He's cool and all, but he lacks a degree of self respect. Loves everyone but himself For the record I do really like MDMA. In the test of time and reliability it's probably my number 1 
<Ringworm>hehehe, it's all fun and games till someone loses an "I"
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jamie wrote:I am talking about open to expression. Authentic expression. If someone is not open to another persons authenticity, and is not able to at least strive towards being energetically open to they're own authenticity, then being with them will never leave me feeling fulfilled. I dont want to have to lie, I dont want to have to hide etc..In turn, you cannot expect another to want to do what you do unless they really want to do what you do.
Otherwise 10 years later you might find yourself in a loveless, sexless marriage after the tension erodes what little was there to begin with. Who wants that?
At the best we can hope that we can learn more about how we express ourselves in the world, from all the failed relationships. It's the lies we live that hurt us the most. There is nothing like asking yourself "am I happy?", and knowing each day you tell yourself a lie. It is heartbreaking. Happiness is imperative to healthy functioning. This includes healthy relationships. This kind of true happiness only comes ime when an individual is not suppressed and so fulfilled within they're own authentic being. If two people can come together, and have it together enough to be able to support each other in that process fully, then they have something very few in this world seem to have.
That is my opinion.
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Street Value of DMT (AND WHY YOU SHOULDN'T EVER SELL DMT)acolon_5 wrote:soulfood wrote:What's the street value of love? Priceless. "A man that cannot share his habits has no business having them" - Roland of Gilead Selling Spice is wrong on so many different levels. Don't do it, ever, for any reason. Show people how to extract if they are trustworthy and are able to handle the spice, encourage knowledge. If one wants to sell drugs, as much as I think it is a stupid idea, go sell crack or meth or something, never something as sacred and special as spice. You spent $100 on materials...great! If you do an extraction you will have spice that you yourself can try and share with your closest friends. If you find that you enjoy the experience, or gain something from it and want to repeat it you will have the equipment to extract more! I won't lock or delete this thread simply because of the enormous outcry that it caused. Other mods may feel differently, but I think it should stay. Kind regards, The Traveler
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