In the course of my use of hallucinogens I developed something like hyper-sensitivity. All my senses are extended and I notice a lot of things people around me don't notice. Most of the time I'm aware of all the sounds that are around me; even things that are far in the distance. My eyesight got extremely sharp and there are moments where I can look behind the illusion of matter. Eating got quite intense as well; like a trip in my mouth.

Often I don't feel comfortable in social situations as the borders between myself and others are blurred. I can sense other peoples feelings by just glancing at them for a moment. When I'm not cautious I got absorbed by their mood and my mind set changes. I can see their patterns of behaviour and how these patterns affect the one's of other people. It's all one big feedback-loop.
Many times when I come home from public events I feel like something has penetrated my energy body and I'm out of equilibrium. My analytical mind operates on full stretch and I need to sit down and meditate.

All this sense input is a big distraction for me. I enjoy the early morning hours before sunrise. It is the best time of the day and the only time I can enjoy noble silence and just watch my inner world.

Right now I'm taking a break from psychedelics as there is enough input for me to process.
Does someone of you have noticed similar changes in perception?

Peace

Thank you for that. These rather 'opened' senses of awareness are relatable. Ever since psychedelics (amongst other plants/herbs) and self-realization, my perception of visual acuity, sound recognition and general awareness has enhanced / changed. The changes further deepens my interest, curiosity and awareness. Colors are brighter, details are fuller, and in general (as you already stated) see everything differently than others.

With that comes some negative obstacles, exactly as you described it. And that is okay. Changes aren't always easy.

I can very much find myself in your story. Beeing very sensitive myself, and psychedelics do amplify this to a extreme extend.

I am also tripping less at this moment because there is indeed some serious energy movement happening, and not only for me, a lot of people in my close enviroment. But I never say never, if a great oppurtinity comes up I would probably trip.

I used to feel socially akward, not anymore tough, even tough now I've become even more sensitive (especially to insensitivity) but surround yourself with the right pêople and u'll have the time of your life. These automatic mental connections are a very powerfull tool you have been granted with. Don't attach to your emotions, just view them as tools. Use your gifts and surround yourself with the right people that you can connect too and you'll probably have the time of your life.

Every day.

<3

I know what you mean, and things like meditation, yoga, poi, dance, healthy food, exercise, nature, and so on have been a big help in grounding/centering myself. Countless creative outlets or spiritual practices can help. Increased sensitivity can certainly have it's share of ups and downs, but there is a lot of ways to make it work for you.

Nowadays I don't see it as a burden any more but as it began my life started to change completely and I had to surrender to the process. Many new interests have been born and I totally opened up. I moved to a community at the country-side with like-minded people and we spent almost 24h/day together. It was a great time of healing and understanding. There had been many sober instants while we made ceremony in which our egos transcended and we abode in something like a group consciousness. The people you have around yourself are very crucial.
Now I live in a city again and need to get used to the rush in front of my door. Yoga and poetry are helping me a lot.
Life is revealing it's magic before my naked eye. There is art in every glimpse I make

I'm also familiar with these feelings, they began for me around 2-3 years ago when yoga, spirituality, and all that stuff entered my life. I was fortunate to be blessed with a very great yoga teacher at my college that helping integrate these initial periods of enhanced awareness. I have over the years slowly gotten a better understanding on these feelings going on inside, however I'm still very young and know I have a infinite amount to learn ahead of me, which makes me very eager to explore and learn rom these extended areas of perception.

Universe Cannon:


Right there with you on that one, I just returned from the deep woods where I went to have a nice poi flow session to clear my mind and ground myself. I'm happy to now there's another poi spinner here . I am actually very fortunate to have miles of old logging rode's behind the house I'm at where I can go spend hours in silence and deep thought with only nature to speak with. A blessing at this moment in my life because I have a lot of unfortunate things going on right now with family. IMO going out into nature is a very good remedy to channel excess energy and ground yourself.