Hey guys.
I'm new to this forum (obviously).
I just wanted to share my most recent (and probably last DMT trip)
I have "tripped" on DMT a few times before hand and also experimented with LSD, Shrooms, Mescaline and Salvia, but none could of prepared me for this.
The previous times which I had smoked DMT, it was all good vibes semi-hallucinations, nothing to serious.
Last week a couple buddies and I smoked crystallized DMT and not going to lie, even with experience I was actually terrified. (Probably not the best idea due to the fact I haven't consumed anything other than Marijuana or Alcohol for the past 2 years, I'm now 20).
Before I finished blowing out the smoke, the whole room faded to black, my body slowly disappeared, like it was being torn from me. All sense of awareness was gone. I no longer knew where I was, or who I was with.
My brain was on pure overload. My life actually flashed before my eyes, but it was more than just a visualisation, I was reliving those moments (Only thing I can compare it to, very loosely "The Butterfly Effect". It wasnt just in image in my head, it was reliving a first person memory. The vision was me just walking into my house and greeting my family, every detail was absolutely perfect. Before I could say anything to my family, I got ripped back. All of a sudden was back on the couch, hallucinating like crazy. Geometric patterns (or fractals whichever you prefer) everywhere. From where I was seated I had a pretty good view of outside, trees, garden, pond. All of which were changing before my very eyes. They were all moving in sync. They actually looked like little see-through blue-ish gears. The trees were changing from green to blue to purple. This is where it kind've got bad... Everything went red and black. It suddenly felt like I was being probed by Aliens. I had a couple friends around who were being quiet and trying to not influence my trip (3 of them were smoking some after I).
I kept flashing from trip. To reality. I looked at my friends and everytime I looked at them they're faces changed. They even changed to having no faces at all like wooden dolls, just completely faceless.
At this point I started hearing telepathically someone or something telling me stuff like "Do you see?" "Understand now?" The being seemed kinda annoyed to be honest. It went downhill from there. I was unable to speak but managed to mumble "water" to my friend who quickly passed me a bottle and I necked half of it pretty quickly. It just made my mouth drier. I knew I was drinking water but there was no feeling of it in my mouth nor could I feel it go down my throat. I then managed to say "This needs to stop, Had enough" I hear my friend say "your only 5 minutes in bro" WTF? Feels like I have been sitting on that couch for days at this point. I clearly had enough and wanted to come back to normal. I started shaking my hand and my head trying to cling to what was real. It felt like I was stuck in a deep hole, and every time I tried to climb out or got close to the end I'd slip and fall. I had visions of myself dying. Being taken away in an Ambulance, this vision like the previous one felt 100% real. So yeah I was freakin out.
I stumbled outside and saw hooded figures all through my friends backyard. Pointing at me, as if they were mocking me. Then the voice returned. The trip got better here. The voice was calm now telling me many things and about the universe, you know telling us that we're all one, it also said DMT is more than just a drug. Which I can acknowledge it is but it isn't. Its simply not something to be screwed with.
I slowly started coming back, but the slight fractal patterns lingered for a good hour, real subtlety though.

Sorry for such a long post I just felt compelled to share
Was just wondering if anyone has had similar experience?
Keep in mind for most of this experience I wasnt in the room I was reliving many memories and just in what I call "limbo"
Thanks guys