Wow! Where to begin? I am a well seasoned responsible psychonaut with 10+ years under my belt within the fungi and lsd realms. I had been successfully treating a whole host of medical malodiess, including esophageal beginning stage cancer, consistantly, on a daily basis with said Earth medicines in harmony with marijuana/Rick Simpson oil, and was achieving a brand new state of physical, mental, emotional, and Spiritual health in doing so. I achieved understanding and healing aspects via energy/Chi as well as the ability to fully function as a business owner, Mom, Wife, and Artist while under the influence of these gifts, in more than generous amounts. I am not promoting my experience as we are all so very unique, but only wish to with all honesty share my life changing gift. I was enjoying daily regular useage of 'Magic' Mushroom goodness in excess of an oz per every few days in unison with a lot (went thru several vials over a period of 5 months or so) of lsd. Many close friends found my tolerance/reaction to be profoundly odd...(Please keep in consideration that I had slowly over a decade achieved this tolerance?) only was I becoming healthier, more agile, stronger, and energetic, I was also better spoken, had more ease in communicating and helping others with emotional troubles...a side effect of sorts..*I should mention, I had been diagnosed with Social Anxiety Disorder, GAD (general anxiety disorder), Panic attacks resulting in fainting, Barretts Esophagus; aka; begining stage throat cancer, had a pea size lesion, endometriosis, advanced degenerative disc disease, a kind of born with Turners muscular disease, frozen shoulder and carple tunnel, phew!


For one reason or another Gaia's bounty worked well for me in every asspect! I began to delve deeper in my research during this change, these substances had made a very notable impression, positive, and reviving, sending my inner thirst for remembering into overdrive, I became certian that DMT was going to be an absolute catalyst in my moving forward on this journey. I was prepared and quite gididly excited in light of this new prospect.

Within a week I was blessed with a bounty of fine off-white cream color like powder which had a nice soft organic texture much like kief from our beloved maryjane; ( organic in texture, extreme in effectiveness! ) Little did I know, my blessed life was about to embark upon a whole new level of journeying, healing, growing, and ohh so much more!

Ready to rock! I, as stated above had been gifted from a dear friend, and afellow psychonaut seeker the ever so curious dmt. And with research, 1st hand shared accounts, and a wealth of loving reassurance as to the safety/risks associated with and through out, I prepared for my first dmt experience!

Not to cause any confusion or loose ends, I would like to describe my state of being during these times. I was struggling with a looong opiate addiction that sparked in highschool after receiving the start of a long list of diagnosis, a few I was apparrently born with, others jumping aboard as time kept keeping on. I was told that I was born with muscular, bone and stomach malodies such as a booger of a hyatal hernia, a rare type of Turners Syndrome in my muscles and tendons, some kind of weird authritis of me spine which caused accelerated degenerative disc disease, so far two discs have been replaced, susposedly many more to come as this malody managed to inhabit my entire spine. Anyway, because of said diagnosis, as a young teen I was told that I shouldnt do cartwheels, climbing, jumping/any all impact sports/activities, Drs went as far as telling me that I would never be able to enjoy any such activities during my lifetime. I was then put on a pain management regemen that started with such innocent stuffs as vicodin, percocet, flexerall, and tylenol 3. Tis this time that I began a what ended up mutating into an opiate addiction that had reached a scary stage of tolerance in light of various fentinyl patches and increasingly higher doses of morphine. I was a business owner; had my own licensed tattoo shop, was/am a dedicated mother, the 'cool' mom even! As well as wife, multimedia artist, tattooist and spreading my wings, taking flight with social butterflies!

Prior to reaping the benefits of the blessed shroom and pot, I did not socially click, pther humans had for some reason and since birth, scared the crap outta me! It was a strange thing for sure! Anyhow...I felt that mini briefing regarding my background health wise would be important.

With that done and out of the way, I will now attempt to write about my life changing experience!

Ready to rock! I, as stated above had been gifted from a dear friend, and afellow psychonaut seeker the ever so curious dmt. And with research, 1st hand shared accounts, and a wealth of loving reassurance as to the safety/risks associated with and through out, I prepared for my first dmt experience!

Not to cause any confusion or loose ends, I would like to describe my state of being during these times. I was struggling with a looong opiate addiction that sparked in highschool after receiving the start of a long list of diagnosis, a few I was apparrently born with, others jumping aboard as time kept keeping on. I was told that I was born with muscular, bone and stomach malodies such as a booger of a hyatal hernia, a rare type of Turners Syndrome in my muscles and tendons, some kind of weird authritis of me spine which caused accelerated degenerative disc disease, so far two discs have been replaced, susposedly many more to come as this malody managed to inhabit my entire spine. Anyway, because of said diagnosis, as a young teen I was told that I shouldnt do cartwheels, climbing, jumping/any all impact sports/activities, Drs went as far as telling me that I would never be able to enjoy any such activities during my lifetime. I was then put on a pain management regemen that started with such innocent stuffs as vicodin, percocet, flexerall, and tylenol 3. Tis this time that I began a what ended up mutating into an opiate addiction that had reached a scary stage of tolerance in light of various fentinyl patches and increasingly higher doses of morphine. I was a business owner; had my own licensed tattoo shop, was/am a dedicated mother, the 'cool' mom even! As well as wife, multimedia artist, tattooist and spreading my wings, taking flight with social butterflies!

Prior to reaping the benefits of the blessed shroom and pot, I did not socially click, pther humans had for some reason and since birth, scared the crap outta me! It was a strange thing for sure! Anyhow...I felt that mini briefing regarding my background health wise would be important.

With that done and out of the way, I will now attempt to write about my life changing experience!