Hi, as you may or may not know, I'm fairly new to hallucinogenic stuff
PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set: alright, now I want to SEE stuff
(physical condition) Set: a little cold/sick, not that bad
Setting (location): My home/appartment
time of day: early evening
recent drug use: that day, pretty much nothing
last meal: not much, empty stomach
PARTICIPANT
Gender: M
body weight: 95kg
known sensitivities: /
history of use: No hallucinogenic/psychedelic experience, cannabis user (light)
BIOASSAY
Substance(s): DMT in Ejuice / Enhanced leaf (dmt+verbena)
Dose(s): about 50mg total
Method of administration: see above
EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:00 (expand this if you used delayed administration for multiple substances or the same substance with multiple doses. Use indices.)
Duration: about half an hour total
First effects: I close my eyes, lay down, I don't know if those were visuals, rather lines in the dark, not very distinct but definitely there. Sometimes curved, sometimes spiky stuff, sometimes wavy stuff, regenerating, becoming more complexe, but kind of "embedded" in the darkness behind my eyes closed.
I could also feel my body more or less "fall" or "float" or "wanting to disappear" like my "soul" wanting to leave my body.
Definite high pitch noise, that slowly gets not really "louder" but rather "more present"
At times, my eyes got more "shut" and I could feel my eyelids starting to vibrate.
Peak: Vibrations going to the side of my head. I tried to sing a few notes and while singing, I could feel my arms and upper body kind of "vibrate" as well. CEV still pretty dark but somewhat present, sometimes slow moving/evolving, sometimes fast, sometimes wavy, sometimes spikey or "flowery".
So I decided to open my eyes, I never felt proper OEV, I watch my ceiling and it was like the patterns on it were "moving" somewhat, not very distinct but I felt the room "wanting" to disappear, like if there was something else behind its reality. I wanted to go further, but it wouldn't let me. The high pitch noise was still there and very present.
Strong body buzz but no more vibrations
Come down: pretty fast, I'm always disappointed, I want to get further now.
Baseline: about an hour later
Intensity (overall): I'd say 1 to 2, slightly to moderately
Evaluation / notes:
OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: 3 (cool high)
Implesantness: 1 (frustration, I wanted to "let go" but it didn't let me in)
Visual Intensity: 0/1
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AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: (0-4 ; what type of impleasantness ; duration)
Afterglow: (0-4 ; what type of positive effects ; duration)
REPORT
Hi, as you may or may not know, I'm fairly new to hallucinogenic stuff. my ROA is not good, I know that, I'm sure that the ecig route is good now, but it's still experimental.
Anyway, I decided to up the dosage from last time because now I really want to get into it, I want to have CEV and also OEV, I want to let go and immerse myself in it.
So I lay back, load up my atomizer (rebuildable dripper) with crystals and 0nic ejuice and start vaping.
I close my eyes, and man, I get this body buzz and I can "imagine" rather than see, visual patters, at first wavey, then somewhat "flowery", sometimes "spikey", no definite colors, no brightness at all, sometimes it seems it's "all in my head" like a placebo effect, but the body buzz is here and I hear or "feel" a high pitch noise in my head. Sometimes the noise is about to get overwhelming, not loud, but overwhelming.
After some more puffs I decide to open my eyes and look around me, the ceiling definitely isn't normal anymore, and it feels like the room is about to "dissolve" into something else, something deeper. in my head, I think "come on, take me now, show me what it's about!" I try and relax, smile, breathe. Puff some more and close my eyes again.
There is a definite vibration in my eyelids when I close my eyes, when I tried to sing a few notes, I could feel my body vibrate, that was very cool!
All in all, it was nice, but frustrating because I wanted more, I wanted to let go, it felt great when I could feel my "soul" wanting to leave my body behind, I wanted to go with it, but it didn't let me.
I figured, it's nice to experiment and all, but now I want a good experience, a real one. So I'm thinking about getting a vapor genie from the headshop not far, they don't have the glas version, only the "regular" one. is that a problem, can I use it anyway?
About the visuals, how come I didn't get the all "bright" and "colored" stuff, they were more like "in my head" visuals, not actual objects that I could clearly see in front of me.
Definitely overwhelming in some way, but not at all in that "in your face" way that I can read on most reports.
The body buzz is pleasant, but I could always pretty much feel my body, even tho sometimes it seemed that it was about to dissolve within the experience.
now I'm more confused than ever, to be honest.
I'd love to have you guys opinions on this.
thank you so much !