Hey everyone, i am young individual probably ill experienced in life as i am only 20 years of age with much to learn i was an over excessive consumer of every drug under our humble sun as i grew to this age. I tried my first cigarette and decent drink of alcohol when i was 13 which then grew to my first joint of cannabis when i was 14 i then went on trying the wonders of cocaine and valium through till i was 17 and then i found the mild psychedelic, if you will, MDMA when i was 18 i abused this drug more than any other i had ever encountered every chance i would get i would consume as much as i could get my hands on of the stuff.
This is were my childish abuse of drugs ended and my interest of there power to unlock our minds began. I started researching about all the different drugs i had consumed, how they were made, where they came from, what effects they had on several parts of the brain, chemical reactions and releases they caused etc etc. I became a little fish in a big pond as i found the infinite information relating to all these things i had been consuming so childishly not having any idea what i was doing. As i became more knowledgeable about each drug i had consumed by the time i was 19 all these drugs became somewhat boring to me i found that they lacked anything more as i felt i had that many experiences with each of them that i couldn't experience much more from them.
I then went on to find a new drug something with a bit more knowledge within it something that would let me understand a bit more about myself and let me look into my brain and unlock parts of it that weren't accessible during the norm. I found myself one day on youtube watching documentaries on how MDMA was the wonder drug that got stopped in it tracks (which i found rather interesting by the way) and on the related videos section i stumbled across what i had heard of but never came across in the real life that being a documentary on LSD i then thought hmmmm from what i knew it was just another chemical invented by mad scientists that fried the brain to the point it turned you into a person fit for institutionalization (hahaha how i laugh at how naive i was to psychedelics back then).
Never the less i watched the documentary and it sparked deep interest in me to this new found information on this topic (psychedelics) that i had just found i felt like slapping my face hard and saying this is it, this is what you have been searching for, the chemicals that unlock the true potentials and hidden powers of the brain and soul. I started researching all about psychedelics, LSD, mushrooms, 2-CB etc etc but never once did i stumble anywhere near DMT it was kept locked away hard to find. I started with the mushrooms as i found some information that the particular place i lived in and the time of year it was they were supposed to be growing all around me i was extremely skeptical about this at first, saying to myself i am 19 years old if there were psychedelic drugs growing in the fields meters from my house i would know already.
Never the less once again i overstepped my skepticism and went out to the fields in search of those mushrooms wielding my weeks of research on how to identify them correctly and low and behold booom! a field literally a 60 second walk from the front of my house was littered with the infamous liberty cap mushrooms i was astonished that i had been blind to this all my 19 years, i had walked through this field countless times throughout my life not knowing i was treading through psychedelic drugs each time (if the time of year was right etc). I then went on to test these mushrooms starting with incredibly low doses as i knew from my research when it comes to any psychedelic, when your new to them especially, too little is alot better than too much. I then started increasing these dosages until again boom! my life changed i had found something truly remarkable a psychedelic (let me tell you that watching toy story on my first psychedelic experience was a whole new toy story lol). This instantly sparked a rushing interest into all psychedelic knowledge i could acquire i wanted to know as much as possible about psychedelics i wanted to know everything i could cram into my brain about them as i am a person that believes knowledge is power.
I read after that for months and months about them all (all the way through experimenting with these mushrooms) gaining a fairly extensive knowledge on every aspect of psychedelics of every kind. Then as if by fate i stumbled onto DMT the spirit molecule and it was like no other psychedelic i had ever heard of, its raw power, its deep sacred roots, its profound nature to take the conscious deeper than any other. I found it once again on youtube and i was deeply intrigued at how easy it was to extract such a powerful psychedelic from plant matter that was so easily obtainable. After a few more youtube video's i decided to go out and buy these ingredients and prepare mentally (if thats even possible) to take a trip into spice space. Once i had obtained all ingredients i performed a ATB extraction from the wonderful acacia confusa species and managed to obtain a pure 1g of dimethyltryptamine. This was it i was to consume the psychedelic i had been waiting my 20 years to come across. I started as always, too little rather than too much, low dose sub breakthroughs learning more by each one i was building myself to be as ready as possible to take the full on plunge and here i am writing this story for you guys thats how i found myself here today in the hope that this site will be my essential tool in pursuing DMT and all of its powerful knowledge i have yet to obtain from it. I hope to become a "DMT enthusiast" if you will my story awaits........
love dee.
One will spend their entire days pondering in their troubles but will rarely ever realize that if they were not there to perceive such troubles then such troubles would cease to exist thus rendering a world free of any troubles what so ever.