It was 8, almost 9 years ago now when I first met the man that would point me in the direction of the "unknown" ... Once of the very first questions he asked me was if I ever thought about "what was behind all of this"
Truth be told, I hadn't. I didn't believe in a God - simply because of all of the suffering that seemed to exist in the world - But I now know that it's our choice, or decisions and our lack of connection with each other that causes this kind of thing - not God.

I have had very profound experiences - once while after smoking a joint of all things, but the most intense experience and scary .... was with Salvia.... I was taken to a dark reality, where the beings were cold, and unfriendly. They didn't hurt me, I guess they just watched as I flipped out a little bit lol.... My human mind can't begin to describe them, but they were a part of one another - I had no ego, no sense of self, and that was terrifying ... I didn't remember that I was human. I was so incredibly grateful to return here, I grabbed a warm fuzzy blanket and threw it over me... comfort is something that apparently doesn't exist everywhere.

I am preparing myself for my first DMT trip soon - I have somewhat of a relationship with an non-physical entity who calls himself Seth (see the books by Jane Roberts) and he has shown me that we are the ones who are creating this physical reality through our thoughts and beliefs. I would love to hear your experiences of the other side - I've heard that DMT is much more "brighter" than Salvia. Any thoughts?

Thanks again,

Aeracura

I have also yet to try DMT

I have many months of preparation ahead of me before I feel the space will be right.

I am still going through a phase of transformation.

I completely agree with the concept that this is in essence a 'virtual' collective reality held together by human belief and perception.

I have managed to 'break out' of this reality a few times through meditation and magic mushroom while in a personal sacred space.

I also have a very intimate relationship with fellow kindred creatures who remain in a reality true to 'home' and who didn't incarnate into this world like I did.

They show me wonderful things, particularly the bridges between worlds and what is kindred about me and all beings.

They have helped me out of many a tricky / desperate situation

In regards to the cold unfriendly beings you encountered... I know that zetas are essentially clones of each other, have no emotion and are logical, devious and operate as a collective mind... and who serve a larger collective of species whose interest it is to keep humanity suppressed and ignorant.

Ring any bells?

They did seem to be replicas of one another, but they were all sitting in the places of where my family had been sitting - I thought that they might have been a part of them? I can't say with certainty.... all I know is that they weren't humanoid - not even close. Now I just smile at the memory of me flipping out...
I'd like to think that I'll be more collected on DMT, but when you leave your ego behind it's a terrifying feeling.
Have you read any of the Seth Material?