Hello friends! It's Friday night, around 11pm. I have got out of sauna about one hour ago and I'm feeling very fresh and relaxed. It's time for my weekly ritual, so I'll load my glass pipe with 30mg of DMT and start preparing myself for the ride. I light up three candles like I always do, and turn the lights out. I put on woolen socks, two pieces of loose and comfy sweatpants and a sweater, as I'm really vulnerable against cold and I'm always freezing after doing DMT. I calm my mind for about 15 minutes by breathing slowly and deep. Good preparation is half the journey!
So I started warming my pipe, first around the bulb so the vapor doesn't condense on the walls. I moved the torch to the bottom, melting the DMT. After warming about 30 seconds, I took a slow inhale, and there was very much of smooth vapour coming in. I couldn't get it all in, so I tried to take a new hit, but I was already too far away in the hyperspace to complete the event. The journey had begun.
After a brief moment of transiting from this world to the another, came the playful entities in greenish colors and multiple forms. They were moving and transforming in a quite funny way, not at all smooth or flowing, but more like twitching and jumping around from one place to another. They came closer and closer, and I felt them coming inside me. Not inside my body, I don't even know if I had a body at that moment. Probably not. I welcomed them in and didn't resist, because they were clearly good willed and even quite funny I must say. Really playful folk.
Then it happened. I opened my mouth and sound was starting to come out all by itself, I didn't need to push it at all. I was not only producing sound, it quickly started forming into some mystical alien language. The language wasn't like anything I had heard before. I don't remember about the vocal/consonant structure of the language, but I don't think it was even made out of words. I don't think it could be written down either. It was formed from changes in pitch, tone, accent and time. starting slowly from quite low, but suddenly going up to really high pitch and then going up and down in different phases. This was very exciting! I have never heard anyone speak in tongues and couldn't believe that I could be able to do that, as I'm very bad at speaking even my own native language. But it clearly doesn't require a linguisticly talented person to get to the trance of glossolalia.
What happened during the speaking, was simply fantastic. I can't describe it very well, but the whole space just EXPLODED. There was a lot of joy and it was very ''carnival-like'' happening, with entities dancing around to the pace of my speaking and going ''nuts''. It felt like I was singing myself into the hyperspace, or the hyperspace into me or something like that. And the beings clearly enjoyed that A LOT. I was like a conductor in a hyperspace orchestra, everything moved just the way my alien voice did. At the peak of the whole madness, the language disappeared from me and the voice stopped coming out of me. For some reason, I couldn't keep my eyes closed anymore. They just opened themselves WIDE open, like more open than ever. I still couldn't see any surroundings of the material world I was in, but I felt it's presence.
I also felt the presence of the aliens, more strongly than ever. It must be because my eyes were fully open and I still couldn't see anything else than the hyperspace, and also the gigantic amounts of energy everywhere around me. I thought the entities had come hanging out with me. ''Hello'', ''welcome'' I whispered in my native language, and also asked who were they. I didn't get any answer. Not like I was expecting an answer but I felt it necessary to take some kind of contact, as I didn't want to be rude. I could see lines of the objects in my room forming, but everything was covered in really bright, pale yellow/white light. Then came in a really strange feeling. Like I was melting together with the alienness and the hyperspace. I closed my eyes again and was floating in eternity, and it felt like I would never come back the way I was. I was formless and existed in the form of energy. For a moment I thought the aliens stole my body, and I was surprisingly fine with that. But what was really happening, was just the aliens departing from me and I departing from the hyperspace, and that I think created the feeling of losing something that's very close to me.
I opened my eyes once again and was relieved that I was back in earth, in one piece and with one incredibly strong experience richer. This I will never forget. I wish I had put a recorder on before the trip. It would be quite something to hear again that language that came out of me. But from now on, I'll surely record my trips, it's just something I'm really interested in. I guess my neighbors heard all the stuff, I was uncontrollably shouting out those voices quite loud at times. Especially the high pitched long lasting sounds must have been heard. If something like this happens next week, you'll hear (about) it. But it's DMT so we'll never know what it brings for us
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Thanks for reading!