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jirow
#1 Posted : 10/6/2014 1:35:29 PM
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So, I had my second experience on Sunday, at about 3 am.
Me and a friend went to an isolated place and started vaping some DMT.

I must have vapped about 100mg. There was a very cold wind blowing. We could see a great sky where we were at. So I turned on the car sound (it was playing Symphonix - Pure Introspection. Guess I'll never forget this track) and vaped.

Once I vaped, I felt I inhaled it very strong. Maybe a lot. My friend for some reason took the pipe from my hand, as I was entering the trip.

My hands went into this position _/\_ with fingers apart. Automatically. I then understood something was taking over the mainframe. It opened the car door, and jumped outside of the car in a very confident way. I suddenly saw myself as a weapon. I got very frightened, not for me, but for my friend's safety, who was in the car tripping. I tried to control myself, touch my face, but in the middle of this I had total ego dissociation. Visions. And I danced.

But it wasn't just any dance. It had ample, very synchronic whole body movements, very powerful, as if a shaman was making a ritual. Also, it was executed with perfection, and I never performed or practiced anything alike.

Once I started regaining my ego - to a very small extent though - I started having visions, (maybe I had them from the beginning? I dunno, lost track of time) all while dancing. And the dance HAD some co-relation to the visions, I'm very sure of it.

I tried to fight it at first because of the freight of the loss of control. But somewhere in the middle of it I started flowing with the dance.

Very, very, very frightening experience, to say the least. I nearly pissed myself. Took me sometime to digest what I had just gone through.

So, after that, me and my friend came home intending to smoke some cannabis. However, when I got handed the pipe and vaped it in, I realized he had just handed me some extra DMT.

The trip came over again. My hands went into this position again _/\_ and I thought I was gonna have another full blown breakthrough. However, my hands and fingers started making synchronic movements afterwards, as if it was some sort of "alien" language.

If I had to describe this trip briefly, I'd call it alien and shamanic... Alienmanic?

Edit: was under the effect of 25i-nbome. Not peaking though.
 

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cosmictaylor
#2 Posted : 10/6/2014 4:51:44 PM

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Automatic mudras can happen for sure, directing energy in the body

Hand tounge eye and body movements really have an effect on the mind/body complex
 
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#3 Posted : 10/6/2014 9:41:54 PM
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hey brother Smile

what you are describing is waaay to much like my trips! my last trip also had the automatic very powerful movements, loads of aliens and shamanic elements. Looks like you are on your way to have some seriously divine experiences. The key to enjoying these experiences is letting go of all fears (even of dying), attachments to this world,the relationships you have with it and the people around you, even let go of your emotions, just view them as tools to gain fufillment. You are a eternal beeing of pure light that has always been and will always be. So do not fear letting go of the control, trust in yourself and the universe (the same thing btw) to guide you, the more you trust and gratefullness you send to the universe/nature the stronger this guiding will become. namaste
 
jirow
#4 Posted : 10/7/2014 1:07:07 AM
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Thank you both very much for the answers, but special thanks to the second one. Your answer has calmed me a lot. And it makes a lot of sense. Since I'm a newbie in hyperspace, things can get quite scary. However, no matter how frightening the trip was, I feel a lot better towards myself.

Namaste!
 
universecannon
#5 Posted : 10/7/2014 2:26:00 AM



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A lot of people seem to enjoy just letting go with changa and harmalas during a kind of dance yoga, especially with some blissfully psychedelic music..Or vocalizations to, if you want to get really weird. Even just lower end doses can really get this sort of thing flowing. It's always been very rejuvenating for me.



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#6 Posted : 10/7/2014 4:00:25 AM

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I've had similar experiences on mushrooms and HBWR. I've had it happen in both public and private settings, however; in public it was terrifying because of heightened general anxiety, but in private it was utterly blissful. That's something I've taken from my trips: Now, nightly, I dance like a maniac to combat stress! It blends into asana-like postures and vocalizations (like universecannon said might happen). I like to think it's part of a process for rediscovering your body as feeling and movement, free of culturally-coerced models and expectations.
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