I am a human who has engaged in moderate experiments with DMT, as part of my curiosity is purely for the sake of curiosity. The process itself is very enjoyable. Finding my mistakes and adapting my techniques are both a challenge and an endeavor. The variety of enthogens available today are overwhelming, and I have tried a fair portion of them. I am no expert, though I want to be.
I want to exceed my limitations imposed by society and lead my life into a realm where I am satiated with my existence. DMT and I don't seem to get along too well. Each time I've attempted it, my inability to let go has brought me to the brink of tears, pain and fear have assailed my body from the most powerful of experiences I have felt.
Though I cannot yet break through, the emotional overload that it provides me brings me to a point where I forget my existential woes and remember that I am a human full of thoughts, feeling, and emotions that ultimately give me purpose to exist. The sheer existential prowess this chemical has, without ever having brought me to hyperspace, has been surreal. And it all started with DMT-nexus three years ago.