Hello Nexus! My name is Conor and i have been winding my way through the nexus for nearly 6 months now learning what i can.

Two years ago i was in quite a bad place (heroin, crack, eventually jail) but since then i have gathered my life back together and recently my quality of life has become good enough for me to enter the cosmic space again. My early love in psychedelics was DXM, i would extract it and fly through a universe of my own creating, that was for a few years before the poison.

Anyway right this second I'm at the tail end of an ayahuasca brew, I have pictures and a step by step of how i did it i can put up should anybody request. Here's a few pics, one with Ecuadorian yellow banisteriopsis caapi 82 gram piece of vine, one with the frozen mixture from a previous brew containing 86 grams red banisteriopsis caapi vine (from whole piece, dried) 86 grams diplopterys cabrerana and 86 grams of psychotria viridis again both from ecuador. The brew contains more than that but i can post all that.

Just give me the word and i will give my all. I wan't to be a part of this well grounded community. I will advise without prejudice, i am not a troll,
I will journey onward into the nether in search of barriers to transcend,
and of other travelers that i might help guide through an abyss of light,
for some too blinding.

I have yet to try DMT in all it's forms, for now I am proud brewer and feel i have a personal relationship with all my brews, before and after consumption. I am sure that it will present itself when the time is right. I now have faith where there was none, but in the universe. I understand the dynamic difference between ayahuasca in all it's chemical vastness and the pure and simple n,n-dmt. And simply wish to learn all i can.

Happy journeying fellow entities!

p.s essay to come, i don't like leaving my aya brewing alone.