Just thought I'd throw my latest out there for you all:

I took 100 mg of my parsley infused 1:1 with limonene extracted spice and loaded up my pipe (equivalent to 50 mg DMT). I put on some wonderful Tibetan Singing Bowl/Chant meditation kinda music (Phil Thorton, View from the Pass... HIGHLY recommended for meditation) and meditated for 15 or so minutes to prepare myself in a candlelit room, staring into my beautiful wife's eyes. Directly behind her is an Alex Grey Print "One" over 3 feet tall at the head of our bed, setting the "pace" beautifully. My heart raced ferociously, as it always does before the spice (needlessly! Haha! It's always amazing!) and I focused on really calming myself. I held the pipe to my head and asked it for a great experience... and then retracted it, and let the spice know I'd be happy with whatever it provided. After maybe 10 long deep, slow breaths, I brought my lips to the pipe and hit it, as long and slow as I could. I covered the hole, waited, exhaled, and lit again.

Half way through the second inhale, the cherry took on a distinctly psychedelic vibe. I almost polished the bowl, held it, exhaled and hit the third. I remember reaching out and putting the pipe down on the adjacent dresser, but I do not remember my head hitting the pillow.

Jagged blissful arrows comprised of one another rushed in and consumed me, pointing in every which direction, flashing like an insane Japanese cartoon. I gave in to it, and the arrows oriented in one direction and chaos became order, sweeping me away with the flow. My body disintegrated, dissolved into pure energy. I was aware I had a body only when I took a deep breath and it felt better than any orgasm I've ever experienced. I felt like my entire body was hollow and filled with the most pure air imaginable. I'm told at this point my eyes were open, but I had no clue. The arrows spun out of existence, leaving jagged little shards that danced stupidly.

"Enough." I told the DMT. "Show me. I didn't come for these foolish plays of light". And the annoying dance stopped. Every piece stared at me. "What Did you say?" The Dmt stared at me... every particle in this foreign universe bared its teeth and threatened to chew me to dust. "I said I didn't come for these games. I want to see the full extent of your glory and power, not these games for the easily distracted." The DMT snarled. The light faded and the world around me began to melt into blackness. "You think that's what you want, do you? Very well, you shall have it." Everything that was good and decent was gone. Hell was all that was about to remain as I stood my ground, accepting of what it had to me. A giant snake lunged at me from the dark matter like a hand through a sheet, one with its surroundings and myself. The snake flew at my heart, but I did not panic or flinch. I knew it intended to steal my soul, and that it was a malicious being. I accepted this. As the snake hit my heart, I felt a brief moments pain, but the snake flew through me, and upon exiting the other side of my body, exploded into the very essence of being: The Cosmic energy of all that is. The snake had tested me. It was not prepared to show me greatness if I would not have accepted torment. This greatness wrapped back around me and overwhelmed me with absolute ecstasy. I merged with the entirety of the cosmos for an indeterminate length of time and the next thing I was aware of was gyrating my hips intensely, moaning in orgasmic pleasure as my wife stared inquisitively at me.

All I could think was : "Oh shit, I hope she doesn't think I cheated on her with an entity."

deep! and courageous. thx for sharing.

some times you eat the snake some times the snake eats you...

Ain't that the truth. Lol. I love it either way though. There's nothing to fear but fear itself, and if you don't mind being afraid, then what the hell are you? Fear is resistance to "possible outcomes". Give in to whatever may be and nothing can go wrong!

very nice man and very nicely written too - very much enjoyed that piece

What a very interesting and intense experience Trips

Just be careful of malicious beings as they can be very harmful, always protect yourself from them as best you can. Negative or malicious beings are incredibly tricky and come in many shapes and forms even a beautiful women entity which is their favourite form to take on to trick an unwary male. Tibetan Singing Bowls are so beautiful they resonate the most incredible vibrations. Do you have the tingshas they are also lovely to have. I have had two journeys with the naturally extracted spice and their is a great magic and wonder about the spice. I have never had a journey with the other extracted spice have you because i would very interested on how you think they compare



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Thanks for sharing, that sounds intense!



I was looking at some of these yesterday, I wanted to buy one, but they are surprisingly expensive

Try not to source them from American or European sites as they generally mark the prices up very high. If possible try and source them Straight from India as the Tibetan singing bowls are always more genuine and much cheaper from India. As China has taken over Tibet please try not to source the singing bowls from Tibet as the Chinese government will only profit which it is not a good thing to support a country who has completely tried to destroy Tibet and its beauty.



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I was actually looking at them in a small Tibetan gift shop. I don't know for sure where any of their merchandise is sourced from. I would hope that none of their merchandise is associated with slavery in one way or another.

Its really hard to know exactly where they are sourced from unless it states on the signing bowl where it was made. If possible the best place to source one is from a Tibetan monastery in India. I have found to really great web sites that sell singing bowls for really cheap and they both get the merchandise from Tibetan monks and nuns.


1. Tibetan Collection

2. Dharma Shop


The Dharma Shop sells singing bowls for cheapest $58 and the Tibet Collection sells their sing bowls for cheapest $40 so please let me know if they have what you are looking for


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Last time I was at mount shasta I was looking at the most BEATIFUL set of crystal singing bowls, each one attuned to a diff chakra, with the colour codes...They were quite $$ but I wish I had got 1 or 2..I have been meaning to get some for quite some time..

BTW..anyoe else here play didge before or after the spice?..Im new to the didgeridoo, but I have played guitar and djembe for a while..learning piano as well.

Yes mate the didge is a fantastic instrument for driving the DMT visions...the experience seems especially to respond to the droning/resonating. If you smoke with a friend who can play, is good to get him to 'see you out' playing the didge when you smoke, and you doing likewise. Had one of my most special spice experiences in the woods, on lysergic acid, vocalising and playing the didge...and also my incredible initiation into the beautiful world of changa - which seemed quite fitting as the changa was of Australian origin, being an Acacia extract. Sound can be a powerful driver for the unfolding visions, especially self generated sound.

The djembe is fantastic when in a trance, the drumming is very powerful, and I swear both the didge and the djembe our easier and more fluid to play when in an altered state. The guitar (and possibly the sitar - might be dreaming though), is my next musical project...

Wow good read

Wow i would love to own a crystal singing bowl. That's a fantastic idea i have a didge here at home from Bali i will definitely incorporate it in my next journey that's for sure. There's something special about that humming of the didge its similar to the humming of bees its vibration puts me in a very dream like state after a while which i think is perfect for DMT which always puts me in a dream like state for the rest of the day after my journeying.



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I go to a djembe drumming circle every now and a again and i love every minute that I'm there after drumming for a while i go into this calm trance like state and my hands just seem to move by themselves to the thudding beat of the drum. I always feel so mentally and physically refreshed after a drumming session like ive just done something that i as a human being needs to be doing its a complete ancient tribal feeling. I feel like I'm walking on clouds for the rest of the evening and i sleep like a dream


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That's awesome man...I got my drum in the Gambia, and joined in a little circle with the guy who made it...top stuff

Thanks for the nice words everybody

I agree with Trips -

" Give in to whatever may be and nothing can go wrong!" .. nothing ever does go wrong ... there is no evil - it's just Live spelled backwards. There is Love, more than anything, to give-way to ! Evil is fear-based ego imagery - it can be loved out of existance too.

I have been eaten by a big female serpent, swallowed whole, head first ! And I was given a 'Brainlingus' probing on the way ! This is an 'old' story by now, but in my days of inititation to dmt, there was this whole bunch of sessions that led up to meeting A Huge Snake ! The jeweled walls of the room became the skin of a snake - she had me wrapped in just one of her luminous coils. Once I had figured her presence 'out', she opened the loop, showed her 'face' and then ate me - head first - BUT I got a goood probing before the experience of being disintegrated into her mouth and body ! Her snake-tongue was way beyond earthly intimacy - she knew just where to 'touch' me - from the top of my head, flick into the middle of my head ! ... Big-snake-brainlingus .. !