42mg

Body felt heavy. As if I were just gassed at the dentist. In the back of my mind I knew that I could "shake off" the effect physically, so I just rocked gently with my eyes open. Body buzzed, the static humming increased in volume and pitch. The tip of my tongue felt like I just burned it, but without any heat. My interior voice calmed but maintained its function as chronicler. Akin to deep meditation, in the post dream haze, I waited.

My eyes fixed upon the finer details of objects. Their hues gently shifted from brighter to darker, textures pulsed and grew. Without effort I was zooming into them with a low power microscope.
The CEV were enhanced version of regular eye rubbing. More colorful and crisp (like the distinctiveness of vector based graphics, no blurring) than usual, but not engrossing.

Turning again to objects, I mused over how even through their minor distortion, the remained fundamentally the same.

No hallucinations. After 12 minutes, I looked expectantly at the ceiling of my bathroom, wondering if the cracks in the paint were always as they appeared right now. Did I just see them now for the first time?


55mg

I focused on the brass head of the bong as I took deep, prolonged inhales and holds. I got double vision briefly and my visual field closed in from the corners. The same psychedelic distortions came. I felt as if I could go to sleep with my eyes open. The previous body tingle from 42 returned with a heavier lingering press into my muscles. My mind was calm and interior dialog seemed less interested in chattering needlessly. 15 mintues later, I was tired and refreshed at the same time.

85mg

Determined to pull in as much into my lungs and hold it ransom till forced to release, I sternly sucked.

The OEV were as before but moreso; a minor bit of true hallucination flickered on and off, like a like a monochrome war-room hologram, showing a topographic map atop the surface of my floor.

The auditory buzz crescendo demanded my attention now, as volume and pitch rose to a engulf me. How much more could it increase? I felt like I was at my edge, ready to burst, but the sensation plateaued at some forgotten time. The tether between my attention and interior voice withered to the point where it sputtered and slurred. It's will power was strong enough avoid drowning, blurting out words when its head came above water and silent as it bobbed beneath. Oddly, its struggle was not concerning.

My eyelids were lead and I felt like my body dozed off - but my mind stayed awake in spite of the fatigue. Then began a screensaver painted by the lovechild of Salvador Dali and Pablo Picasso. I was inside the visual, with my minds eye. The lines that defined an objects form remained constant like a comic book but the colors within rapidly flashed through the psychedelic rainbow.

I was very much still myself, in my tub, seeing heavy psychedelic imagery inside my mind. 15 minutes elapsed and I felt exhausted; mentally? Psychically?

Regardless, I laid back in the tub, eyes closed, for 20 minutes gathering myself. I wondered if it was the 50/50 blend of white crystal to brownish goo that caused the body load.

Opening my eyes I was somewhat disappointed that there was no spiritual travel, life lesson, no deep terror or joy to remove me out of the warm water of my bath.

I had peeked into the circus tent but had yet to be invited inside.

110 mg

? Tomorrow.


- FF

I would work on your vape methods. It def sounds like it isnt be vaped properly. How are you loading it?

Have to echo what others have said. Sounds like considerable burning or run off of goodies. 40mg if vaporised correctly is far, FAR beyond a heavy body load. Visions stacking on visions, telepathy with entities, loss of physical awareness, scenes and objects that defy physics or any form of logic that our brains can process. I don't know anyone who isn't totally overwhelmed by that dose, let alone 80 There should also be no burning sensation.

Be careful. If you have been making an error in smoking technique and you get the hang of it with these sorts of doses, you will be in for a shock to say the least.

Apart from improving the smoking technique, you could try some breathing exercises beforehand. Breathe out as deeply as you can, while relaxing your body and mind. Stop breathing out when it becomes straining, the aim is to relax. Breathe in only when your body needs it and then take a quick big gulp of air and then immediately start breathing out again, putting your attention on relaxation.

The whole time, don't be bothered by any thoughts occurring, just let them happen, but keep putting your conscious attention on relaxing your body. Put a relaxed smile on your face if you aren't doing already.

If you have done this for a while, you can take your smoking device, breathe out deeply, light up and inhale slowly and deeply. Best is if you can do it in one hit and hold in as long as you can, even as you become immersed in hyperspace.

If this and a bit more practice does not improve things for you, then you may have an unusual tolerance to dmt. It is possible that you were born with such tolerance, but it may also be caused by some kinds of medication.

Good points all the way around. I could do better but feel that my inhale is pretty deep, and my hold is long. 10 or 15 seconds at least for both.

I'm using "the key" - made from brass fittings - in conjunction with the olive oil bottle. I sandwich the spice between parsley, two stainless steel screens on both sides. This total sandwich is about halfway in the middle brass headpiece.

I'm using a lighter meant for lighting your bbq grill.

I do feel that my tolerance is likely higher... a light to normal dose of aya (rue plus acrb) didn't do anything but make me feel nauseated and heavy, very slight closed eye visuals for 3 or 4 hours. 20 mgs plugged did nothing but burn my tooshie.

I will consider all of your words. Any additional thoughts?

Toilet paper below for scale.

Also: I don't take any medication at all. Someday, I'd like a smoking coach too.

I think you might be better off making some enhanced leaf. Have never used the sandwich method, but I hear it can be quite hit and miss. Once I got my technique down I found I could have fully immersive experiences on as little as
15mg in one toke. Ultimately it is a case of trial and error. I found that Changa in a small glass bong is my favourite smoking method.

A word of caution, smoking DMT in the bath is potentially very dangerous, if you lose motor control during a breakthrough, you could easily drown. Please be careful!

20mg by that route wouldn't really do much anyway. What was your dosage for rue and acrb ? How is the purity of your extract? Which acacia did you extract from?

Ditch the leaf and try pure spice on either a fine screen or multiple screens and use a small bic type flame on a low setting, inhaling the heat of the flame to gently heat the metal screen. This way you should be gone on 30mg. GONE.

You say you intend to inhale 110mg? I don't think your tolerance likely to be that high. I think it's either a purity issue or technique/equipment issue.

I am a stubborn old stoat, but I did follow your advice. I left out the parsley and used a few extra screens. Packed in 44 mg. Hit it heavy and hard. I didn't get all 44mg in one blast, but probably 75%. I'm working on flame placement and timing of breathing in, as my suction and hold are pretty good.


The overwhelmingness of the pusling buzz and its pitch was the same as with 85mg. The body tingle went into my face, as before, at the same level of 55/85.

Almost immediately, I go to candyland. I've been there before - but its like after I leave I forget about that I've been there. Its like one moment i'm staring at my sink and then my sink is a painting of a sink, but done in circus paint and geometric shapes. The details crawl, the patterns of materials move but the objects remain. Very psychedelic, but I wonder ... is this hyperspace?

I recon not, because as mentioned, I'm not getting all of it in.

Thanks for all your help. Remember, I am an utter neophyte to smoking and psychedelics, so even though we are all speaking English it is still like I'm just understanding the language for what it really means.

I'm going to hit 50mg with improved technique and just the screens today. Will let you know.