Greetings, Nexians. I myself am very new to the world of DMT but since I tried it for my first and only time 2 weeks ago I knew very quickly that the experience was something profound and beyond my own understanding and that I wanted to share it with anyone who seeked it or could maybe benefit from it.

I had seen 'The Spirit Molecule' years before and it did catch my interest, but I quickly forgot about it. That is until my friend who doesn't do drugs mentioned it and said it was totally something he wanted to try.. And being honest I really just wanted to do some drugs with the guy.

So a week or so later I messaged my buddy that I had some DMT and we made plans to do it on the weekend.This is around the time I should have started researching the molecule and learning about smoking methods and dosaging.. Unfortunately this is not the case. I showed up at his house that weekend planning to build a 'machine' but didn't have the resources (I know.) We ended up borrowing a third friends oil rig to smoke it out of that.

So we are all set up to smoke and I had only done a quick google on dosaging and read 20-60mg. I had it in my head there were 100 mg in a gram and decided we would just split the bag. This could have gone a lot worse but we both misfired and wasted most of our hits. Almost as if we were being protected by an outside observer. ..

My trip only lasted 5 minutes and from the trip reports I've read I would have to label it as a 'near-breakthrough' experience. It completely blew my mind and it has been the main subject of my thoughts ever since.

Since that night I feel as if I am going through a radical transformation. I was the most apathetic person you could ever meet and now I live in a constant state of amazement. I feel confident. I've dealt with depression for over 8 years. GONE! I have a desire to learn everything I possibly can and I'm just happy to be a part of the experience that we call life.

I was never a very spiritual person but I was raised going to church and I always had a distaste for it.. But I could never bring myself to deny the existance of a Christian God out of fear of going to hell. I have since been liberated from this feeling and its as tho a great weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Its funny how I could never renounce my religion until I opened up to my own spirituality. I've been dabbling with meditation with a long term goal of experiencing astral projection. My first attempt at meditation ended up bringing me to a near psychedelic state and left me feeling totally re energized. I think it might just come naturally for me.

I do not deny the possibility that it was all only a hallucination but I choose to believe what I experienced was real, if only to me. When I was in that 'space' it felt like home, like I had been there before perhaps for an eternity, and that I would return there again when my journey on this planet has come to an end.

I've bought a GVG for proper vaporizing and I will be performing my first extraction in the next week or so. I have a kg of ACRB en route and have also acquired all of my other materials for an a/b extraction. My goal is to do it all in one run and yield a lifetime supply for me and my friends. If I do mess up (I don't think I will) then its not a big deal I will just order more bark. I look forward to sharing my results and becoming a part of your community. Ive already learned a ton in my past week or so of lurking. . Thank you all.