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Well hello fellow people, lil_okie here! I will probably make this short because I am literally the worst writer in history. I am in my young 20's and I am currently going to an university learning subjects within IT. I know some programming languages like LUA, PHP, CSS and some C++/C#.. I play a lot of games which is primarily where I have learned most of my English through out the years. I am also really fascinated by space. I often sit down wondering about how it all the things up in the stars work. I am a big fan of anything that has a engine in it, while at the same time I'm a fan of silence. My favorite way to just, get away from all the drama in life and things id rather not be a part of is to just drive my boat and find a little island out in the ocean where I can camp for the night with some fine ganja. In my spare time I do motocross. I don't drive to be competitive, I never have and I never will. I do it for fun, there is nothing like standing on that bike, doing some small jumps just yeah! There is a lot of things I am not proud off, but testing out different psychedelics is not one of them. I have been interested in different psychedelics my whole life. I remember asking dad all these question as a little boy about LSD, how it worked and what it did to you. I did never understand why he got so shocked every time. I have experience with LSD, Ganja and a bunch of different synthetic's which I do not regret. I have limited experience with DMT. I did not know much about DMT until I started lurking around in the forums here. I still don't. I have tried DMT twice both in a vapor. I tried DMT as a 14 year old boy for the first time, which is probably a dumb thing to even try. I got scared to a degree but I managed to hold through it, but after that it took 6 years before I ever touched DMT again. I have been lurking around the forums for a month or two, but haven't decided to register until about a week ago. Some of you might even have seen me in the chat lurking asking some questions every know and then. I have met a lot of people who have been really friendly and really helpful. All this on one week, yeah! Learn to stop and smell the roses once in a while. You'll never know what you might miss.
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Really great introduction. Just one question. Where the hell did u get DMT when u were 14? And who gave it to you? Ok so its two questions ![Smile](/forum/images/emoticons/smile.png) βTo love is to recognize yourself in another.β β Eckhart Tolle
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Litwin wrote:Really great introduction. Just one question. Where the hell did u get DMT when u were 14? And who gave it to you? Ok so its two questions ![Smile](/forum/images/emoticons/smile.png) Thanks! I started having more interest in different drugs when I was 14 and things started popping up fast. So i thought why not. At that time I was curious about drugs so don't blame me heh Learn to stop and smell the roses once in a while. You'll never know what you might miss.
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Hello lik_okie, Welcome to the Nexus, ![Very happy](/forum/images/emoticons/grin.png) . Thank you so much for sharing your introduction essay with us. That was very well written and thought out. Since English is not your first language, I again want to say thanks so much for taking the time . . . I have seen you in chat at least once, and enjoyed speaking with you. I suspect you will make a fine addition to the Nexus. You sound like a man who is able to get what he wants and needs out of our culture without 100% buying into it. I enjoyed reading your descriptions of non-competitive feelings of joy on the motorcross bike and your questioning your Dad about entheogens. Let me know you are not a "typical" person. I got ![Big grin](/forum/images/emoticons/biggrin.png) thinking about a young kid pestering his parents about things like, .. . . "Hey Dad, what is LSD?" "Hey Dad, how does LSD work?" "Hey Dad, did you ever take LSD?" "Hey Dad, why is LSD illegal?" and similar. I'm sure it wasn't just like this, yet in a way I'll bet it was just like this. I shudder when I think about minors doing DMT, but I also kind of shrug. It is not my world anymore and I am so not young it literally hurts. And you are certainly sounding like a grown man now so clearly no harm done. Interesting that you chose to come back to it. You may want to edit your reply to LItwin on this topic to delete the reference to commerce/purchasing, as that is something the Attitude prohibits. I encourage you to thoroughly explore the forums and to check out the links at the top of the page. The wiki link has extraction teks for multiple entheogens. It might be the path to your starting to grow and extract your own medicines and that can only be a good thing, right? Hope to see you around this place. Warm Regards, Pandora "But even if nothing lasts and everything is lost, there is still the intrinsic value of the moment. The present moment, ultimately, is more than enough, a gift of grace and unfathomable value, which our friend and lover death paints in stark relief."-Rick Doblin, Ph.D. MAPS President, MAPS Bulletin Vol. XX, No. 1, pg. 2Hyperspace LOVES YOU
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Thanks for everything Pandora. I appreciate it alot. Yeah and as far as I can remember, that was pretty much exactly how i kept going on and on about that subject with my dad. I don't think I actually ever got a real response from him o.O Learn to stop and smell the roses once in a while. You'll never know what you might miss.
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Hey Okie! You sound like a very grounded, young gentleman. I, too, enjoy my boat time. We call it boat therapy. My friend and I have an excellent habit of getting into "trouble" on the boat, but we always make it out alive and well. My boat is not exactly ocean worthy, but we do live in an area surrounded with intercoastal waterways with plenty of marshland and islands to explore. I'm good at catching shrimp, but not the best at catching fish. I always catch a buzz What kind of boat do you have? Do you fish or do you just enjoy exploring? Sometimes it's good for a change. Other times it isn't.
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Thanks for the reply AcaciaConfusedYah. I have two different pretty small boats. One RIB which I mainly use for exploring hehe.. You can drive in rough sea with it, and at the same time you can just drag it up on the beach without ruining it. I also have another small little fishing boat with alot of space in it. The boat isnt exactly " high tech" but who needs a high tech boat for catching fish? ^_^ Hehe every boat person knows how to get into some trouble ![Pleased](/forum/images/emoticons/happy.png) It's a part of a boat drivers nature.. Learn to stop and smell the roses once in a while. You'll never know what you might miss.
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Quote:^_^ Hehe every boat person knows how to get into some trouble. It's a part of a boats driver nature.. Yes, yes it is! I have more than my fair share of stories... I have a 16ft Carolina Skiff(nothin' fancy here). It's got a flat bottom that has been great for river and bay exploration. I think my buddy and I are about to start a small-scale commercial bait business, selling shrimp that we catch to the bait shops. It will allow us to spend time on the water and possibly make a few dollars at the same time. We have also made a back up plan for the day that our wives decide to divorce us - house boat hermits! Sometimes it's good for a change. Other times it isn't.
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Those boats are great! As long as I have something that moves forward im pleased hehe. Me myself, I do not like shrimps, I never have. I like crab, lobster and all those, but I can't stand shrimps " We have also made a back up plan for the day that our wives decide to divorce us - house boat hermits! I kinda had the giggles for a little bit when I read that. Learn to stop and smell the roses once in a while. You'll never know what you might miss.
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Hehe, I eat most of the stuff from the water. I'm a "pescatarian" - pretty much a vegetarian that also eats seafood - so, finding my own food is always a highlight. Sometimes it's good for a change. Other times it isn't.
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Ah, yeah shrimps are the only thing I dont eat from the water, I think :o? I love red meat, or infact I love all meat. Beef is my favorite heh ![Pleased](/forum/images/emoticons/happy.png) Learn to stop and smell the roses once in a while. You'll never know what you might miss.
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I'm sorry my personal vote has so little value. I'd promote you if I could. But, just by bumping this up to the top and saying I'm voting YES for promotion - maybe we can start something here. I've been nothing but impressed so far by lil_okie. Your sincerity and intentions all seem well aligned with this ever growing community. Vote Yes for lil_okie folks. Even if you are a carnitarian man, ![Smile](/forum/images/emoticons/smile.png) . "But even if nothing lasts and everything is lost, there is still the intrinsic value of the moment. The present moment, ultimately, is more than enough, a gift of grace and unfathomable value, which our friend and lover death paints in stark relief."-Rick Doblin, Ph.D. MAPS President, MAPS Bulletin Vol. XX, No. 1, pg. 2Hyperspace LOVES YOU
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Pandora wrote:Vote Yes for lil_okie folks. Even if you are a carnitarian man, ![Smile](/forum/images/emoticons/smile.png) . I"ll take your word for it Pandora . He"s got my vote ( + if he likes motorbikes he"s ok in my books).
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Thanks alot both of you! hehe ![Smile](/forum/images/emoticons/smile.png) Learn to stop and smell the roses once in a while. You'll never know what you might miss.
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Sometimes it's good for a change. Other times it isn't.
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Based upon my interactions with this member in chat for about a month now, I am happy to vouch for him. Thus, I am bumping this thread and asking anyone who looks at it to up-vote for promotion. Thanks for your consideration folks! "But even if nothing lasts and everything is lost, there is still the intrinsic value of the moment. The present moment, ultimately, is more than enough, a gift of grace and unfathomable value, which our friend and lover death paints in stark relief."-Rick Doblin, Ph.D. MAPS President, MAPS Bulletin Vol. XX, No. 1, pg. 2Hyperspace LOVES YOU
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