^ just vaped 50mg in a steamroller, not sure I'll EVER do that again!
In less than 5 seconds, my hands where covered in ornate glowing diamonds. I'm not sure what happened after that, but I will try and explain.
I suddenly remember standing in my living room, I dropped the pipe because I inhaled a cherry, I was freaking out guys, I spat blood it hurt so bad. I was yelling for help.
Suddenly I was in hyperspace again, it was amazing, it made me giggle like a girl inside, I wondered if the past 15-20 minutes really happened and I began to freak out, I opened up my eyes, my headphones laying on the couch as though I threw them in a fit of agony, I shit brick. I got up, went ro use the restroom, I guess my neighbors called the EMTs and I had a feeling of dread about how I was going to explain this.
Then I opened my eyes again, was listening to tool, schism on my headphones. Marveled that it seemed by now over an hour lapsed, every second accounted for. I remember thinking that's not even possible! I bit my arm as hard as I could and yelled from the pain to see if anything was real or not. Suddenly, I realized the full power of DMT. A chemical so effin powerful that I can spend half an hour proving to myself that everything was real again, only to have that taken from me too.
I kept waking to different scenarios, between visits to hyperspace. While I was in hyperspace I was in complete awe and amazement over my predicament. Now, what was scary is how real reality was, but it wasn't real. There was no difference!
Now I've had DMT attempt to intimidate me in the past, it never worked. I knew it was just DMT, I was there as a traveller, on a voyage to witness what my mind has to show me; without the limiting confines of reality. This was.. I honestly had no idea what was real and what wasn't, and that is what made everything frightening. I had no idea if I was hurt and was tripping so hard I couldn't help myself. Or if I was just tripping impossibly hard.
Eventually I opened my eyes, I was listening to an instrumental, real beautiful. I leaned forward and could somewhat recognize my room, but it really looked more like a cosmic circuit board. THANK GOD I said to myself. I took my headphones off for the final time and looked at my phone, 4 minutes passed.
That was the last time I was able to use my phone for a while, as I couldn't recognize it. I sat there in silence, dodging the temptation to close my eyes and return to hyperspace but refusing it in case everything continued as it where. I was pretty sure everything was real, but at this point I just thought it safe to assume nothing was real. I sat there focusing my mind at keeping myself relaxed until everything in the room went back to normal.
I found my pipe on a plate next to me. I very often trip alone so it's my way of dealing with an unsuspecting breakthrough, set it down on the plate.
I don't remember how it got there, as soon as I released the carb I counted to about 3. Not 10, 3..
Needless to say, DMT has always had the ability to blow my mind each amd every voyage we have together. This was.. my god there was zero difference from reality. It may be a little while before I travel again, I need time to ponder my current revelation.
I don't regret what happened, I think it's amazing to tell you the truth
. The human brain is a remarkable thing, and it taught me alot about itself tonight, and what it's capable of. Same thing with DMT. I always had a high respect for it's power, and I got to see it's full power.
Thank you for taking the time to read this, I thought I was ready for a 50 g vape in 1 breath. NOBODY could EVER be ready for that. It will blast your concept of life into so many tiny fragments even benzyme couldn't explain it!
Safe travels, everybody.