Actually its kinda the opposite. I have rarely been vaporizing it, and have been doing pharma for the most part. Since December I have smoked 6 times, and in that same time I've done Pharma about 15 times, about once a week.
I haven't done any journeying for a couple of months, since I had to put my cat of 15 years to sleep. Just hasn't felt right, and i've learned to respect the spice. When the time is right I'll feel it and when it is I'll go back to the pharma, it is a much more rewarding experience in my opinion.
It has been a good break, as many things have been revealed to me in the interim. Ask to be shown the way, and the universe will answer. I have grown in leaps and bounds without the spice. It opened the door for me, and once I walked through I find that I need its guidance less and less.
To each their own.
Love and Light to all.
What, you ask, was the beginning of it all?
And it is this...
Existence that multiplied itself
For sheer delight of being
And plunged into numberless trillions of forms
So that it might
Find
Itself
Innumerably.
-Sri Aubobindo
Saidin is a fictional character, and only exists in the collective unconscious. Therefore, we both do and do not exist. Everything is made up as we go along, and none of it is real.