Today I had my first babysteps into hyperspace. I've made quite a bit of spice but I've been too busy to really give it the time it deserves. I don't have a GVG (yet) but I've tried vaporizing it.
I felt like I was trapped into the couch and somebody came into the room and my journey quickly ended. I couldnt move my legs and I felt like laubjing alot. I feel like that was a very pleasant experience.
Today I mixed about 120mg into some herbs high in mao-i's and smoked out of a glass churchwarden. I took 2 great lung fulls, almost a 3rd but I knew I would cough so I laid back.
As I closed my eyes I felt my body being taken over so I just relaxed. I was in a swirling tunnel full of so many colors! I enjoyed this for about 5 minutes and gave my friend a turn.
On my next turn it was far more powerful, it was as though my body was being held down in all places, but I was at ease. I wanted to put my hat over my head but I don't think I could if I wanted to. As my eyes shut I was blastes off into a world Sooo full of color, it was spinning and some of the 'gems' started to come together and form shapes. I was so excited to try and figure out what it was and everything faded as my self perpetuated distraction ended my dream.
I took a couple more lung-fuls and laid back. I was back in my tunnel which broke into fragments that became metallic, almost mercury like globs spinning, joining, separating and becomming one again.
As that pattern broke I found myself in a tunnel of spinning prisms again, they werent as bright but they where far more vivid. I felt like I was rushing to the end, to the void. I felt a shadow over me, like an evil spirit perhaps. This guy in white appeared; I couldnt see any real details but he was glowing white, and shaped like a cavalry man from the civil war. The man was holding a white sword up. He was only in my peripheral but I felt like he was there to guard me.
After the whits sword guy appeared there was this thing in my other peripheral. I cannot describe it much, it was there, then gone, then back.
It had an intense neon red light outlining it, but I can't describe what it was but it scared me a little. But white sword guy was there and I felt safe.
During this time I became distracted by my surroundings and my visions quickly faded. I feel this experience is nothing compared to what I'll meet when I'm finally cast into the void.
What I learned tonight that hopefully will benefit other newcomers like myself is that you have to truly let go of your surroundings, and to just relax. I feel like this is something one needs to learn in order to truly reach the void, and can only be learned with practice. That is, without an experienced guide to help you on your travel.
I can't recall ever hearing any buzzing, for me it was like an explosion of energy throughout my entire body, and I knew to close my eyes and lay back.
Is it normal to have your legs not want to work when you wake up? It felt like my brain was sending it signals to see if they where there, and I don't think I could walk if I wished. I think my own anxiousness might have aborted my trips early, and maybe tuning out to some music will help with this problem.
One step at a time
