Very odd sensation
Rockin a strong changa blend at peak big hit then the very intense feeling of something
Slipping into me like an extremely sophisticated entity of some kind
projecting itself right into my nervous system . I could feel it expanding through
My body into my arms . It felt like it could almost take me over and drive
Me around . A very distinctive feeling , it came right through into me for itself not me
I'm just an animal with a nervous system that it found
And slipped in behind myself . Feels like it's still in my body
10 mins post experience . My vision was hyper augmented as if I was blended with
A different organism that has super intense sight and very fast
Moving eyes . Very very weird and very intense . I've felt it before but this was really crazy
It doesn't want me to know what's up . It's like a highly evolved
Parasite of some kind . Wow , I apologize for this but I can only
describe my experience today . This feeling is not something new but it's been a while
this took me by surprise .

The follow up to this is so amazing I can't really write at the moment
I will follow up later on yikes wow

I hope you continue Felnik as this specific subject matter is of great interest to me

Well the follow up was truly amazing and deeper than ever.
In the past I have experienced a similar sequence of events starting with this feeling of invasion and ending with the primordial entity rich nirvana god-mind immersion.
I let the fear pass and waited for about a half an hour then went back in.
Everything unfolded after that point to a whole new level of experience from what had just occured.
no fear jut the all encompassing feeling of full immersion into the DMT space with colored chambers and beautiful shapes rolling on to me with orgasmic delight.

There are so many levels to it . The important thing is making it to the end point wich is the orgasmic
carnival of love. I've been here many times and I'm still no closer to understanding what this state is.

Its like a primordial soup of psychedelic colored Ecstasy. I kept strategically vaping small doses and was able to stay in this place for an extended amount of time. Once the fear is lifted it gets better and better as each hit pulls you deeper and deeper into the space.

I have begun to wonder if these two types of experience are related. This is not the first time this has happened. The first phase is the distinct feeling that something has invaded my body.
Whats the relationship? is the first part some kind of scout checking us out before unleashing the full
experience? is there no relationship? is it all an illusion? are there actually no entities present at all ?

As an observer all I will say is to pay special attention to that ethereal sensation called 'feeling'.

Thank you for the post and explaining it the best way with this language you can.

Truly weird

Sounds like it would freak me out but then again it may not since ineffable crazy things have already happened to me and are going even deeper with each experience.

Peace & Love

I know what you are talking about. I can relate

speaking to this invasive concept I'm surprised more people don't have this kind of experience.
It's been one flavor I've been experiencing for a long time . It's not every time
but often enough. When it happens I always wish that I'm wrong
about what I've experienced because it's so off the charts weird
It can be tough to negotiate . The one thing I've been able to take away
is that whatever it is it can't stay too long and seems to disipate in a few minutes .

I have had experiences with entities "invading" my body. I use to be all into it and thought it was cool... feeling like an alien or something had entered my body. Trips got different and deeper and eventually I really experienced it for what it was and I had a night of being tormented by what I would call a demented alien parasite. Lots of stuff happened that night that isn't fully explainable. I went on to read about Gnosticism and it was amazing how much it related to my experience with these entities.

They called the parasitic beings "archons," or the Demuirge. Gnostics believe that our world/reality on earth here came about when the Aeon Sophia (goddess, mother earth, gaia..) took form of the earth, and the archons came along thinking that they were gods and they tried to overpower humanity thru means of distorted perception. They are extra-dimensional beings with a demented sense of humor that feed off of our fear and energy. They are parasites.

Anyway, I don't wanna get too deep into it. But for me personally... my experiences have led me to Gnosticism and I believe that it isn't all beauty and peace and love out there as far as beings goes. There are real beings that want to trick us and deceive us. That's my view.

I pray to Sophia for protection and love and warmth before any entheogenic journey now. A prayer that I love is called Sophia's Light:

In darkest night, when lights are dim
and all in sight is sad and grim.
I find you there, your arms surround me,
your spirit fills me and it grounds me.
I look to you, lady of Truth
most ancient one, yet eternal youth.
To keep me warm, protect my heart
and with the wisdom you impart.
fill up my empty mind and soul
so that, my lover, you can make whole
all that was broken in this day,
and that is all I ask and pray.


This prayer actually seems to help me now when I start to get those vibes and sense "them" closing in.

This is just what I do and thought I'd share. Of course many people would disagree completely with what I say and believe but I only offer help and love and try to help out.

Like I've said.. I've been experiencing beings that are invasive and parasitic and "alien" for a while... I feel like I understand more about them now than I used to

I haven't gotten too caught up in what they are, or where they come from; but, what I've seen and felt gave me enough knowledge to know that they are parasitic. They seem to cling to individuals and harass the shit out of them. They tell me not to talk about the experiences before I return to the body.




We started playing a new game. Instead of me going into hyperspace wondering if I am going to confront this situation, I go in ready for confrontation. Instead of fear, I try to harbor a different feeling. A challenge... more ore less. A hunt. I want them to fear me. Like roaches scattering when the lights are flipped on during the night. But the observer chuckles because they were feeding on poison from the roach motels that you carefully placed.

I wait til one(or a few) finds myself or a friend. Then the games begin. This involves confronting them and telling them to fuck off. They will make it difficult. They will project fear. They will also project less fearful emotions in order to pacify some of us. They will even project happy and euphoric emotions to comfort me from time to time. I get pretty silly about it.... stomping around the yard, yelling some weird language into the sky and asking for assistance in removal of said parasites.

Once we've played the dominance games for long enough, I think of becoming poison. I decide that I will use some of my weird imagination to become what appears to be a lovely food source for them, and then i go toxic.

Imagine living in a dirty home. You've got cock roaches. You've got at least one pesky problem that needs to be dealt with. Cock roaches.... yuck! They come out each night and feed on all the left over food that you've let lay around. Thousands of em. During the day, they hide within the crevices, and you might see one here or there. You see evidence of them (feces), so you know that the problem is far worse than what is visible during the day. So, you actually have two problems. The cock roaches are the more pesky problem, but they wouldn't be there if you didn't leave uneaten food around. If you cleaned up after youself, you wouldn't attract these pests. The problem originates in the self.

So, how do you fix it? 1. realize that dirty dishes, uneaten food, and unfinished projects are attracting pests. 2. address the cause and remove uneaten food from the house. 3. Take time to evaluate the self, and see if there is anything you can do about addressing the problem in yourself(maybe make a better habit of cleaning after you eat) 4. exterminate the pests.

Once they are gone, it's easier to keep them at bay. Your choice of extermination is completely up to you. Some people call the exterminator, some people buy the "roach motels," some people spray.... But ultimately, no matter what you do, if you don't fix the problem that attracted the pests, they'll be back.



So, back to the parasitic entities - in my experience, they are attracted to emotional fear, and frustration. It's ok if you accidentally pick one of these guys up. Don't dwell on wondering what you did "wrong" to deserve this type of parasite. It's like a tick in the woods, they don't discriminate about what type of warm blooded animal they want to feed off of, but they do understand their need to feed.


Once i notice one, i try to address any personal problems that could have produced the type of emotion that attracted it. I work on addressing the internal issue, and attempt to correct that within myself first. After I fix the source that attracted it, then i go into tribal exterminator mode and flush the things from my place. And then the game continues on.....

While I've never had one of these beings in invade my body. I have had encounters with some type of entity that seems as if its probing my mind and trying to scare the hell out of me or make me go insane. Funny thing is I never see this entity ,although I can picture it ,it always attacks me from behind a veil or curtain of blackness.

Truly weird

I think its important to get a consensus on this kind of experience.
It seems like a definite theme for some people.
I would like to understand it better , its been a sometimes disturbing element to some of my trips for
a while now. I've been learning more about it and seem to notice a limit point so my fear of it has been less.
I would suggest anyone interested in this kind of thing to pay very close attention next time you take a strong hit and nothing immediately obvious happens. Really check it out carefully, you may have this sensation of "something" ( the impression is an entity or intelligence of some unknown origin) that slips into your nervous system from above down into your body. Sometimes I can feel it in my arms moving outward as if to
play with me or try to take some control over the body. the visuals become very angular acute and fast moving as if being blended with another life form of some kind. There is a moment of a blend point between something very electrical fast paced with very fast clear eyesight. This last time my eyes were able to dart back an forth an incredible pace not normal but hyper-real like a augmented engineered version of the self. Quite amazing if your not afraid, this last time I really tried to pay attention. I love the input on this and would love to hear more thoughts on this.

I tried something new today.

Instead of trying to fight what ever this is, I decided to try to ask it why it does what it does.

I began the experiece taunting it and poking at it. Before even launching, I was already in a fight mind frame.

I launched. Instead of being confronted with this negative entity, I was met by an old friend. It was a "pink light entity" that I had spent a lot of time with earlier this year. The Pink light entity seemed to mainly occur in a very special place - the rock. "The Rock" is the very first place I tried the molecule. I would hike to the rock frequently to journey/ask for advice.the pink light was always the first thing I would encounter while at the rock. It was like a gate keeper/guide.

Since I've moved, I've not been able to visit the rock, or seen this particular entity. Seeing it was such a pleasant surprise. I was still in fight mode, but seeing this old friend she'd light on a few memories.
1. I used to be more loving and compassionate when I first met the molecule
2. I had become slightly more frustrated since I've been having the weird trips/took a month long break
3. The move, the change in jobs, the change in life style, the change triggered a bit of frustration.
4. Anticipation of the move triggered frustration
5. Unpacking the move triggered frustration
6. New work schedules triggeref frustration

It seems like all these changes triggered frustration. I felt like a child in a new world, but retaining the old memories. I was the one who chose to move, and I knew it would be a sacrifice going into it. I honestly thought I would adjust quicker than I did.

Over all, things are better. Cheaper living, closer to parents and grandparent. Stable job with a flexible schedule so that I can work on school. I'm happy with the pay. I like my job and my boss - I worked for them 4 years ago and they are like family. Doing well in school....

But the change. That's what got me the most. Missing friends. Missing "the rock." Missing my old lifestyle - where I stayed home all day and played; only worked when I felt like it, but worked enough to stay above water.

Since I took the 1 month break from the molecule, and coming back to it after the move, I'd kinda been having dark, freaky trips. Which explains my post above. I was pissed!!! I wanted to go back to the hunky dory trips that always led me to happiness and love. Recently, I'd only been feeling violated. I felt like this negative experience was related to my new area. I was ready to blame everything else: The space aliens, the entities, the spirits, the land, the people down here.... But I hadn't quite been able to blame myself for these feelings.

Today, after seeing the pink light and remembering the happiness that I used to hold so close to my heart, I decided it was time to talk to this negative entity.

I waited a few hours before confronting it. I taunted it, took a few puffs and waited. Sure enough, it shows up - slithering, creeping, stinging, and pulling at the skin. As soon as I saw it, I kept saying (in my mind), "let's talk about you, let's talk about you, I'm here for you. Why is it that you feel it's important to act this way? Why do you project fear onto us?"

It continued to envelope me, and I kept asking. I could see areas in it that appeared to be changing. Instead of all black and white patterning, areas began to form lines in the shape of a silhouette of a human head. The lines began to turn pink.

I said, "let's just talk. We all have problems. Right now, I'm trying to figure you out - that's my problem. I have no clue how to deal with you. What's your problem? What's bugging you?" It continued to invade.

"I'm pissed!," it said. "I put all this effort towards helping shape this reality, and I get no appreciation. Your species disregards all of my suggestions and claims that they have all the Answers."

I asked, "if you helped form this reality, then don't you hold some of the responsibility for the way things are? I mean, if you are that important, didn't you have input about how the experience goes?"

It said back, "well, I could ask you the same thing. Don't you hold responsibility for me as much as I do you? Isn't our reality one in the same?"


And then it seemed to lift. The frustration, the speculation and paranoia of entities attacking my brain. The stress of the move, and work, and school.... lifted. I was then sent to a place that was very euphoric.

Maybe this negative entity is our own mind.