Hellow everyone! Im so excited to be a part of this amazing site. Im an old psychedelic explorer who got lost along the way...sometime back in the mid-90's my traveling group and I statred playing with the opioids. Now these powerful drugs have there place,but being so young and arrogant I unfortunately dove right in head first(arm first i gess you would say). Needless to say I lost many years to hardcore street life and addiction. Threw even the darkest times I always felt as though I was meant to stay alive,I kept using,and kept fighting it. Finaly about 2 years ago I kicked(again).During this extended clean time I realized I didnt want to use anymore,and threw meditation and self exploration I began remembering my love of the Plants of the Phantastica Class. I started realy digging into my mind,determined to unlock the self made chains of opioid addiction. During this period I began researching Ayahusca and Jurema as well as extract DMT, I truly loved LSD and mushrooms way back befor I was hooked and I had always wanted to experience DMT. I had the belief that the true hallucinogens and entheogens were NOTHING like the street drugs(heroin,coke,speed). I remembered how healthy and full of life I was back befor the consciousness constricting junk years. So I took a leap of faith... with about a year off of street drugs I brewed my first batch of Jurema.
WOW...all I can say is that I never realy belived I would be free from addiction(not totaly)and I never thought I would feel this way.
Its like the medicine has reset those old receptors. I see the beauty in life again, I read! I work on my Artwork!
Im alive! And not just because I lack the constitution for suicide.
Since starting my DMT exploration I have a beautiful entheogen garden growing in my bedroom and living room,I work on Folk Art,I got intouch with 2dear forgotten friends...I love life and mysel and im absolutely enraptured with the mystery and magick that is bolth pure extracted and brewed spice!
Now just a disclamer, im not saying DMT curred my 17year junk run...I had to do a gradual methadone detox,and I had to want out of the life, but i have wanted to quit for atleast 7 years. And now i love being clean...its amazing. Im sorry for going on and on,but i figured what the hell,be honest.
Im planing on continuing my study of entheogens and shaminism as well as meditation and other spiritual philosophys. Life is good. Life is beautiful...and if you new me 3years ago...you would understand just how powerful this Magick we all love realy is. Good by for now! So excited to meet like minded people
Light and love
Psykinetic