Hello Nexiuns...
I have been a lurker of this forum for a while, reading a lot and posting when I have felt compelled to - which has not been too often. But I would still like to become a full member of this site - the knowledge and sense of community has been of utmost importance to myself personally, and I would like to join and give back where I am able.
So a little bit about myself. I am a film maker/director/photographer/teacher from London. DMT found me (ridiculous phrase, but it kinda seems true) at a festival in April 2014. I had heard a lot about it, and had been 'looking for it' for about a year, and after my festival experience I was astonished that one was able to make it fairly easily. Two weeks later and i had some self extracted crystals in my hand...
I have been on a spiritual path for quite sometime now, and DMT seems to point to a lot of things that I have been discovering in these other areas of my life. So for me that is my purpose with DMT. I seek truth. I want to explore myself / this world / their world / the experiences, spiritually. This whole roller coaster has kinda been shocking to me. Perhaps as little as three years ago, I was a 26yr old hard-line atheist with little time for religion, or ideas that didn't fit with my idea of reality. So far I have been humbled by some fairly earth-shatteringly profoundly beautiful experiences.
So far my experiences have been with changa initially, then vaporised DMT. I used to vap almost everyday. Sometimes several times in one session, but that feels like it is calming down now - honeymoon period over
Next step in the journey is oral DMT...
I both love and am profoundly scared of DMT. I feel like it will lead to the end of me. Not my physical death of course, but it sometimes feels as scary as that...
So, bonjour, howdy, hola. I look forward to meeting and speaking with some of you over the course of this journey...
Much love <3
Much Love <3 xx